I will recover, won't I

I need to tell you something more... I can't forget. I like to emphasize this lol uhasuhas
The amount of women wanting to have sex with me is insane. I have defined abs, big arms, big legs... I let my beard grow... without NOFAP, without pornography, my mind is more focused, I can engage in conversations with women, make them like me, make them go out with me when I want. I can choose who I want to go out with.
Before, my mind was filled with filth, all imaginary stuff, fake sex, things that don't exist... and today man... MY GOD, I feel like a GREEK GOD. Sorry for speaking like this, but it's the excitement talking.
AND DUDE, IF YOU'RE STILL NOT DOING NOFAP NO PORN, MAN, YOU'RE WASTING TIMEEEEEEEEE, START NOWWWWWW.


NOTE: I DON'T NEED TO USE ERECTION MEDICATION ANYMORE, DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THAT MEANS? MAN, HAVING SEX WITHOUT THINKING "DID I TAKE MY TADALAFIL?"

 

Don't be discouraged, keep going my friend.

 

day 152

 

What I have to tell you briefly is that, although the goal is 90 days, you can go much further than that. For example, I am today at 155 days with this complete abstinence in my life. But the benefit of having an erection and being able to ejaculate during sex depends a lot. With 40 days, for example, I was already having my normal erections, meaning it varies from person to person.

Another very important point is that it's not easy, buddy. You'll see that there are days when you feel like relapsing. You'll try, but then you need to remember the bad moments so that doesn't happen. That's what helped me. You need to include physical exercises, like going to the gym, practicing martial arts, swimming, to occupy your time. If you don't have a girlfriend, download Tinder, try to meet some girl, and deepen the conversation with her. Some understand the situation and try to help too.

Anyway, buddy, it's a delicate process, alright? Don't be scared, it works out in the end. You know what else will catch you? It's your brain, your thoughts. You need to have a clear conscience, do cool things to distract yourself. Thanks, buddy, good luck in your struggle, you'll make it.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask, no problem at all. I also recommend that you keep a diary, whether here on the forum or in a notebook. Write down all your feelings.

 

day 155

My weight in October was 152 pounds. Now I'm at 165 pounds... I'm happy with that.

 

day 156

That's why I always say, NoFap opens your mind to what's happening around you. Today, I can see things that need to be improved in my life. It's tough; as I write this, I'm quite distressed. Some things don't go the way we want. It's tough, but it will pass.
It's almost funny, but I'll tell you the truth: NoFap only cures you of one addiction. If you have other problems in life, it can help you see better, but it doesn't completely free you from pain or feeling down. There's still something missing in me; I need to train my brain, find calmness within it. My anxiety is screaming inside me.
The only thing I'm grateful for is that I have no desire to relapse, none at all. On the other hand, other things are killing me. But let's keep pushing forward. Life goes on.

 

day 157

I'm improving

 

good luck

 

day 160
Today marks 160 days, half of 320.

And man, currently I work from home, so this afternoon I went to the bathroom and almost, but almost lost my 160 days. But I was stronger than that.

 

0 Day

I ended up relapsing. Well, in my posts, I had already mentioned that I didn't have a girlfriend and used Tinder to go out with girls and have sexual relations with them. The problem is that I didn't win any of them enough to date or have an exclusive relationship. As a consequence, I was spending a lot of money to meet new girls all the time, almost every week. And I spent a lot of money indeed.

I simply thought: this time, I won't spend my money on this anymore, but I ended up relapsing and I'm back to 0.

However, I'm resigned to the situation. I've thought and rethought about it.

That's why I say, if you're starting, it's important to have a girlfriend to support you. Believe me, being single in NOFAP is a bit difficult. It's not impossible, as I was happy with my 160 days.

Anyway, I bid farewell to the forum for now. I won't count my days again. I may show up here from time to time, but I'll be living offline.

I don't know if I'll restart the count, we'll see. It depends. I urgently need to find a steady partner, but anyway, it's not relevant.

I wish you all good luck, and yes, it's possible to cure erectile dysfunction with NOFAP.

See you later.

 

DAY 6

After resetting the count, I tried to have a relationship again and failed. And these days I was completely lost in pornography and masturbation. I tried to have a relationship for 5 days and failed. It's incredible how this crap totally harms a man.

 

I failed with a very hot woman. LOL, my god, seriously, it sucks.

 

You're right about that. The problem is I can't establish a relationship. It's necessary because otherwise, it's no use for me to focus on NOFAP on porn; I'll lose again. But eventually, it'll work out, I'm trying. Hehehe.

 

day 9

Very calm

 

day 10

 

Something that happens to me in these initial periods of total NoFap abstinence is that when I go to the bathroom to pee, it takes me a while. No matter how much I need to, it seems like I have to stand still for about 30 seconds. And when I was at around 80, 90, or 100 days, this didn't happen. It feels like something is holding the urine, strange.