Day - 0

Hello, I joined here like 11 hours ago. After waking up, I typed my introduction post and now here we are: Day - 0 just got started.

I'm going to plan my day to protect my mind, after that my first pmo-free week comes. I don't have a deadline on my mind for reboot's finish line right now, because I feel like I'm not ready to speak about finishing it yet.

I know I can do it. We can do it.

 

Day - 0 turned into a finished Day - 1. I resistted well and easily, thanks to that there weren't any serious triggers except one. (Edit: Now they're two.)

Week - 0 is starting soon. Got to sleep, have much work to do tomorrow.

 

Thanks to you, Mikee.

Day - 2 is nearly over. My dsl connection is cut due to bills and I had some problems in family. Those'll make me more stressful, but today was really easy. I sealed PMO thoughts away of my mind with the help of a busy day.

My high score was 6 days before I got here, so first days are not that important. We will see if I can get further.

 

Ducati, DSL is back on work. But I'm cool. Actually, I deleted my backups of "that game" today without second thought and dsl helps me to skip hours faster.

Jem, wish you success buddy! I know the time will only bring more discomfort, but I'll be ready to face it.

Day-3 is over. None remarkable triggers. But I can feel that my body will try to pull me back in a few days. But my mind is light like a feather, so I don't think I will be falling "that fast".

 

Day - 4 is over.

Today, I learned what I feel after PMO has a name here: Brain fog. It fits kinda good.

My urges started to push me little by little. Women look more attractive to me than they're - and unexpectedly it gave me more force to resist. Because I understood that I have to keep going until I see them as normal people - not more or less than what they are. Not as meta. So I finished 4th day without relapsing.

What I observed is interesting. My thermoregulation is better these days. I used to be much less tolerate to cold than other people, but I feel warmer. Hope it continues like this.

I don't know what will I do if my testicles give me pain after getting full without wet dreams. I experienced some dreams before, so I think and hope there won't be a problem for me.

Sorry for not supporting others here by commenting their posts. Most of my time at home is filled with internet but I wanted to type here only before sleeping. But I think I can be more active from now on, I don't have much experience in PMO free life but support is support.