Hello, I joined here like 11 hours ago. After waking up, I typed my introduction post and now here we are: Day - 0 just got started. I'm going to plan my day to protect my mind, after that my first pmo-free week comes. I don't have a deadline on my mind for reboot's finish line right now, because I feel like I'm not ready to speak about finishing it yet. I know I can do it. We can do it.
Day - 0 turned into a finished Day - 1. I resistted well and easily, thanks to that there weren't any serious triggers except one. (Edit: Now they're two.) Week - 0 is starting soon. Got to sleep, have much work to do tomorrow.
Thanks to you, Mikee. Day - 2 is nearly over. My dsl connection is cut due to bills and I had some problems in family. Those'll make me more stressful, but today was really easy. I sealed PMO thoughts away of my mind with the help of a busy day. My high score was 6 days before I got here, so first days are not that important. We will see if I can get further.
Hey man, I'm on day 2 just like you. It's gonna get harder before it gets easier, you just got to hang in there buddy. Stay strong, you can do this.
Ducati, DSL is back on work. But I'm cool. Actually, I deleted my backups of "that game" today without second thought and dsl helps me to skip hours faster. Jem, wish you success buddy! I know the time will only bring more discomfort, but I'll be ready to face it. Day-3 is over. None remarkable triggers. But I can feel that my body will try to pull me back in a few days. But my mind is light like a feather, so I don't think I will be falling "that fast".
Day - 4 is over. Today, I learned what I feel after PMO has a name here: Brain fog. It fits kinda good. My urges started to push me little by little. Women look more attractive to me than they're - and unexpectedly it gave me more force to resist. Because I understood that I have to keep going until I see them as normal people - not more or less than what they are. Not as meta. So I finished 4th day without relapsing. What I observed is interesting. My thermoregulation is better these days. I used to be much less tolerate to cold than other people, but I feel warmer. Hope it continues like this. I don't know what will I do if my testicles give me pain after getting full without wet dreams. I experienced some dreams before, so I think and hope there won't be a problem for me. Sorry for not supporting others here by commenting their posts. Most of my time at home is filled with internet but I wanted to type here only before sleeping. But I think I can be more active from now on, I don't have much experience in PMO free life but support is support.
You're strong enough to do this. Just remember what you're here for. Take strength from this community, I know it's been helping me far more than I ever thought it would. Keep looking forward.