How did you arrive to NoFap and to the realizaton that you were addicted to P?

marcpro · Aug 21, 2016

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I guess I've been fapping to porn before fapping was a word. Seems it was just another way to get off when there wasn't anyone to help me along including my wife. I never was to interesting in cheating because it was too intensive, with all the BS, and deception. When I first joined the military and went to Okinawa I was like a kid in a candy store, all the 10 cent beer and $2 pussy any 19 year old could ask for. I even had a steady girl at $40 a month which was the safe way to go with all the VD, etc. on the island. I remember when the VHS tapes came out and then the CDs, and now social media and a whole new brand of porn hustler. I even got hooked by one babe and her tube vids, the Wish List, and all the rest. Even at my "advanced years" I was still able to raise a useable boner, and had even entertained the fantasy of going to Vegas and hooking up with my "porn crush" when I found out she was working as a hooker there for an agency and also on the "stroll" as an independent. A buddy I had served with off and on during my career and was working as a contractor at the local air base, had seen her at Bellagio early one morning at one of the bars, totally wasted and hustling. It took him like two seconds to snap a pic and text it to me. He told me the bartender said she that most of the time she was high and a real pain in the ass. When I heard all that, it totally deflated me and my interest in her disappeared completely. I couldn't even look at her old scenes on the tubes, and my interest in fapping seemed to vanish. I had picked up a religious string bracelet when I had been in Bosnia in 1995 and had gotten several for family members as well. I started wearing it, and whenever I had the desire to look at her scenes or any scenes in general to fap off, I would grab the string and just breathe and say a prayer. I got back to the gym and now with the nice weather am back on my bike and riding the trails averaging 50 miles a week. Seems the only time my hand is on my tool is when I pee. Maybe I should thank my friend, that girl and the string bracelet as well.
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2 $ pussys, you mean prostitues?
We already talked about triggering stuff^^
Good story m8

Jehu2077 · Aug 21, 2016

My wife caught me. She always knew I struggled with it but her actually finding me doing it was difficult, that was when I decided to get serious.
Obviously I've been doing poorly lately. But on the whole I know I'm doing much better than I was before I started this journey.

yettiluch · Aug 22, 2016

I stumbled on this website searching for porn on reddit about a year ago. Its crazy because i wanted to stop with the porn since forever but i would always find myself searchin site after site for that perfect video. I feel like something is wrong with me. But reading alot of testimony from other people i just know its time take my addiction serious. Im a porn addict and an alcoholic. I've pretty much isolated myself from all friends and family just to get drunk and search porn and play video games all day. And im 31. But now is time for that to end. God bless you all.

marcpro · Aug 22, 2016

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I think you brought up a very good point about all the different venues available to porn consumers. Years ago, it was magazines, and "adult" theaters. then it was VHS tapes, then CDs, now the Internet, and social media. On Twitter the big thing now is Snapchat. I did some investigating into this and was amazed. Some girl can compile a Snapchat storyline with 20 second "snaps" up to 20-30 minutes, then ask for a $100 Amazon Gift Card and the "buyers snap handle" then she posts her "story" to all the buyers and they can watch her dildo herself on her boyfriends coffee table on their cellphone for 24 hours at which time the "snap" goes POOF!!! She has never actually said how many hits you get for the $100. Some girls charge $50 for a month's worth, other have other hustles. I'm waiting for the day, that one of these hustlers beats some dupe out of his money and a complaint is made to the IRS. After all, when you publically charge a fee for a service, regardless of how you're paid, it's taxable income. When you start to realize how stupid some of these babes are, no matter how "hot" they are, suddenly they're not so desireable. Of course that's just me. When I started to realize how pathetic some of these "hotties" really are, I moved away from porn/fapping and started looking for a real woman and a real life. Amazingly, it was right in front of me.
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Why always the details we know what stuff girls do to earn money, there is ABSOLUTELY NO NEED FOR A DESCRIPTION.
Pornography is also text

zip6331 · Aug 22, 2016

@marcpro You are absolutely correct. I wrote that post some time ago as a "newbie" and I was gently reminded about a thing called "triggers" I have commented about this several times and have also respectfully reminded a couple of others about this. Thank you for your comment. No doubt we of all don't need to be reminded of what these people do. Also, although my addiction at this point is less about PMO and more about a "porn crush" addiction, it is a real blessing to be able to come to this forum when like today for some reason it began to occupy my mind. Between a good 20 mile bicycle ride and coming here, this too shall pass.

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