The current point you're at, won't be your final destination as long as you keep on fighting. All great people, and personalities came out from struggles. Struggle, and pain only change us. That's the way whole nature works. At least one good thing can be you have huge friend base here who don't even know you and yet they're doing their best to conform you. Anyways, i'd want you to read this quote by a well known rapper Tupac, maybe you can relate it to your own situation; “Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature's laws wrong, it learned to walk without having feet. Funny, it seems to by keeping it's dreams; it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else even cared.” ― Tupac Shakur, The Rose That Grew from Concrete
Thanks! buddy. The message contained in this video and your post is an absolute truth. Difficult times come in our life to force us to come out of our comfort zones "our cocoons". The struggle and pain are there in our life for a purpose and that is to make us a stronger version of ourselves. By the way, I am deeply touched by the love and acceptance showered by beautiful people on this site who don't even know me. Also, very happy to see you growing strong and seeing you as a moderator here. Best wishes to you, my friend.
Here's something from the Dalai Lama on loneliness and how to deal with it. https://twentysomethingisthenewjuni...thers-with-the-thought-of-compassion-in-your/
Really beautiful. Compassion is such a powerful virtue which if practised will totally transcend humanity to a whole new level. And, yes it really helps to achieve a peace of mind and makes me see the whole world as one family.