nah bro let's go for 90 days. No PM only allowed O if you have a girl. I KNOW what you mean because if you dont O your balls will be jacked with semen and feel fucked but F it. NoFap was only designed for super duper ultra alpha male savages. And if we don't do a 90 day reboot we'll stay as programmed beta male regular, common that's the word common, but were not common guys were special. Got that from Bernard Hopkins. Do you watch boxing by any chance?
Yeah tomorrow is his last fight too I'm going to watch it on HBO I been watching him for ten years he is a great boxer for his age very entertaining
I have been wondering about your health condition. It is a relief to know that you had these symptoms only because you were starving yourself to death. So, you relapsed. That need not be a big deal, so long as you start over immediately. I see you are doing that. Continuing to try is all that matters.
Yep on day 2. Ive actually got a job interview in an hours time. I'll do fine. It's basically a taxi base controller guy. I took a little bit of training on Friday but I know the sketch. Since I'm desperately in need of some cash ill have to end up working 50 hours a week, 7 hours a day.It'll be a £4 an hour job but on weekdays its £5 an hour. And I need £200 a week. So yeah. And I'm willing to night shifts e.g midnight-7AM. Id prefer to do a night shift on Monday night and Tuesday night because I have college on Tuesday and Wednesday both start at 9AM. I dont know why but I like going to college feeling fucked up so ill be willing to do night shifts as long as they're on Mondays and Tuesdays. I know Ill get in since I'm like the only guy applying for this. My friend has gotten in but he only wants to work on Sundays. And he already works at another taxi base. I know these are some crazy hours but FUCK IT as long as it'll keep me occupied and away from PMO. I'm fine. Plus I need some new clothes and I need to sort out ma shit out too.
This job sounds like it will be a good deal for you. I can't be sure exactly how well you will be paid because, being in the U.S., I can only understand the value of $$$$. I don't have any idea how much a pound is worth. (Don't even see a symbol for it on my keyboard.) You'll feel better having some money coming, and working all those hours, especially at night, will keep you away from PMO. Fapping behind the wheel of a car while driving would be a bad idea. I am, however, concerned that you might be working so much that you will not have time and energy for your studies. I had to work during college. The courses were hard enough as they were, and working at the same time made everything doubly difficult. Just be careful not to take on too much. When you find that you don't have enough hours in the day to do everything you must, something must be let go. Generally, it is good to see that you are well and moving forward. Cheers!
Yeah I went down, he asked me some questions and I answered them off pretty good. He did acknowledge the fact that Ive never worked before. But he took my number and said he'd get in touch. Fuck. And he said he already has 4 workers including himself. But I'll still wait and see what happens from here. I'll wait till Friday if nothing pops off from there then fuck it. I'll just trap it out because I need that CASH.
There will be other job opportunities, perhaps better ones. You had no reason to have your heart set on that one. We all must go through the routine of applications, interviews, and rejection letters before we get that one job. That's the way it goes. So, keep looking. I understand you need cash, but what does it mean to "trap it out?" Did disappointment over this job weaken you for the relapse? How many days did you have? Anyway, everyone here knows that relapses happen, and falling down from time to time is part of the process of recovery. The only thing that matters is that you've told us, and are still with NoFap moving forward over the hours since you did that.
Nope I jerked two at home. And felt all kinds of stomach aches,leg aches,back aches. Now I'm defffo stopping now.was on day 3. trappin it out means getting money from different ways. E.g Dru..
Your physical symptoms are still concerning. They may not be related to PMO, but certainly PMO will only weaken your physical condition. Be careful about "trappin' it out." That may only take you down a dark hole, and you may never be able to climb out of it. Overcoming this addiction requires us to do the right things in all aspects of our lives. A complete change of all our ways is necessary. Please think about how things in other parts of your life will impact what you are trying to accomplish here. If one choice is bad and negative, we will be all the more inclined toward the additional negativity of PMO. Never let yourself become desperate. Keep trying!
Relapsed on day 4. And I feel happy lol. Busted 2. I dont know why but I dont feel bad. Maybe coz she was suckin a good... I know other people get a very short confidence boost after watching porn and fapping. It only lasts for like 5-10 minutes then we start to feel like shit. Has anyone else experienced it when you feel good after relapsing but then feel like utter shit after. As I type this now the little good feeling is wearing off. Kinda starting to feel like shit. But I'm not there yet. Any way KDOT are you still on a streak?
It's true they say it's advisable to be under a doctor's guidance when making any significant changes to diet, physical lifestyle like exercise, medications, etc. M has loose parallels to both exercise (because it has a physical impact in that part of the body), and even to medication (because it affects hormones and neurotransmitters). Just make sure the doctor respects your wishes to pursue [long- or short-term] freedom from PMO.
