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Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. I randomly saw your status update - if you have any plans in doing it, please don't.
I haven't been on nofap for more than a month and have failed multiple times after screwing up twice (27 and 28 days records), but I still haven't lost hope and neither should you. There must be light at the end of this tunnel. Do not dare to give up.
Jim Carrey once said, "I hope everybody could get rich and famous and will have everything they ever dreamed of, so they will know that it's not the answer.”
Tom Brady (even though I don't particularly like him) once said: Well, I put incredible amounts of pressure on me. When you feel like you're ultimately responsible for everyone and everything, even though you have no control over it, and you still blame yourself if things don't go right -- I mean, there's a lot of pressure.
A lot of times I think I get very frustrated and introverted, and there's times where I'm not the person that I want to be. Why do I have three Super Bowl rings, and still think there's something greater out there for me? I mean, maybe a lot of people would say, "Hey man, this is what is."
I reached my goal, my dream, my life. Me, I think: God, it's gotta be more than this. I mean this can't be what it's all cracked up to be. I mean I've done it. I'm 27. And what else is there for me? "
He responded: I wish I knew. I wish I knew. I mean I think that's part of me trying to go out and experience other things. I love playing football, and I love being a quarterback for this team, but, at the same time, I think there's a lot of other parts about me that I'm trying to find.
I know what ultimately makes me happy are family and friends, and positive relationships with great people. I think I get more out of that than anything."
Sorry for flooding your comment thread, my friend. Big quotes, 450 character limit (or something like that)
From what I've seen of you, you're not dumb, and laziness is not a personality trait, it's a choice. We all have a little lazy in us. You have committed to quitting pmo, that doesn't sound lazy to me.
If you're really looking to be less lazy, start with small stuff. Make your bed in the morning, Commit to doing homework on a reasonable schedule, anything that can add some value to your day, especially if you don't feel like it.
I can't tell you how much money you'll have, and sure, it's nice to be rich, but money isn't everything. Living a happy life is about finding something worth living for. It may take years for you to find it, but it's there.
And it's worth it.
This is the national suicide prevention lifeline.
1-800-273-8255
You can also chat with them online http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
Please call or talk to them if you're feeling low. Or come here and post about it. It would be a shame for the world to lose you now. There are so many people who will benefit from knowing you, some of them you still haven't met.
I don't know if you have already, but if you told someone, preferably an adult, they could help you through this. A lot of people have gone through the same (or similar) troubles as you, and would love to offer their advice and support.
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