Stongerwithout

I need to stop being selfish and did right by my family. Feeling like a lost cause.

This shit is like a cancer. I relapsed, but this time im going to be strong and overcome it. Lets put this in remission. We can all do this!

:( Get me out of this hell.

So i started to get the urge and started and then it was asink or swim moment. I chose to swim. I am a sex addict but i control my life.

I need help.

Its been a tough day. Please lend Somme thoughts to keep strong.

I can't believe I keep fucking up. I keep this is i can say goodbye to my family ;(

Relapsed and thought about relapsing again...I don't want to lose my family over this.

Started going down that road...tough night.

I was starting to lose it and fap. Reading wgat everyone is going though helped me curb the impulse. Thanks guys. :)

Day 0: Im starting again because I dont feel comfortable with some actions. Going to be positive and hopeful. I see who i want to be. :)

Day 0: You ever feel hopeless :(

Day 1: 1 day down. Its been tough, I'm not gonna lie.

Today i let my addiction control my life.

Its time I start being honest with myself that I have an addiction.

Keeping the streak alive. Still feel sick about what i did but have all the motivators in the world. Baby arrives in January.

Watched porn past 2 days and it feels absolutely terrible.

Feeling drained and depressed.

Jerked off again to good thoughts. I need not to feel complacent and get back with the program. Time to hit the book.

I ended up masturbating to my wife. I am definitely not making this into a daily thing. I need to be strong.