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There’s nothing left of my life. 12 years in and out of psychiatric hospitals from aged 17. Medicated. Now 30. Came off medication. We die at 60. Too late to be anything successful. Suffering from Thyroid disease. Not married yet, by the time I have kids I’ll be old. No fun at all. Before you know it, I’ll be dead. Having achieved nothing
Life for sure has a place for you too. Maybe you have to be more open and not see your path so set. Maybe you find a woman you love who already has kids, and you take them into your heart
Also I don't believe in "dumbness"
Your brain is adaptable. Start training it, even when it is hard at first; it will get easier and easier. Make it a habit to improve. Make it a habit to create useful productive habits. Even if you die at 60 years, you still got 30 years, that's plenty of time
Start reading, every day
Open up for the possibility that there is a way for you, that noone else can go. You can contribute in ways noone else could. You are unique.
Success can be defined in different ways. Success doesn't mean university, then huge job, then kids and family and die as a millionaire. Success is defined by how you allow it to be defined. Make small steps. For each day. Don't be so harsh on yourself. Even if your life feels wasted for you now. It is not.
Also it doesn't matter which destination you reach. It only matters that you find something to live for, and live for it day by day. It will change you.
Thank you. Felt a little better today. But still very depressed. I had some feelings I felt after a long time. I felt love and imagined making love to girls I see. But it’s just not going to happen. I don’t have what I had way before pmo. I kissed a girl for 2 hours when we bunked off school. I chatted girls up everywhere. It wasn’t mature but stupidity.
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