UK Lad
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UK Lad

Fapstronaut, Male, from United Kingdom

Going through severe withdrawals again.. flu fever and depression.. it’s looks like im ’gonna end up in a psyche ward.. Oct 22, 2019 at 2:45 PM

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    1. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Going through severe withdrawals again.. flu fever and depression.. it’s looks like im ’gonna end up in a psyche ward..
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      2. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        I’m okay praise god. Did 20 reps of bar weights at home just now.. feel ok but can’t sleep.. ate late.. need to get out bit more..
        Oct 22, 2019 at 6:58 PM
    2. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Crazy but true.. just checked my Facebook. Some girl aged over 30 asking me for hardcore shag she’s about 30 mile away.. crazy.. sleep time.
      1. Sammyforthewin likes this.
    3. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Was thinking about doing something stupid with a knife.. maybe to a family member. Even10 second of porn fuels violence ! Going sleep
      1. Sammyforthewin likes this.
      2. L'empereur
        L'empereur
        wow.
        Oct 22, 2019 at 1:05 AM
      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        Feel bit better now that I prayed.. had shower ..
        Oct 22, 2019 at 5:48 AM
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    4. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Day 384. I relapsed ? without PM but very little orgasm. being alone doesn’t help. Need to fight it or I will end up back in a psyche ward
      1. Meisterkatze and Muphy like this.
      2. Muphy
        Muphy
        You can do it. Keep the door closed for PMO. AND OPEN THE doors to the happiness and satisfaction
        Oct 21, 2019 at 12:49 PM
      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        I don’t think in gonna do it I’m so depressed.. I need to get rid of my phone and can’t live without it
        Oct 21, 2019 at 2:49 PM
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    5. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Antipsychotics ruin my life. Now Wen I flare I flare & can’t control my temper. 5 days out of 7 im fine. Just wen I get angry I go psycho.
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      2. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        I struggle to make progress. I’ve realised after believing in god for a long time that I snap instantly and do the worst things like watch porn or become foul mouthed and cursing etc but I don’t really mean it.. then I can’t worship god for days.. so depressed. I’m not in control of myself anymore.. it might also be porn that’s contributing..
        Oct 21, 2019 at 2:50 AM
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    6. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Day 380. Left home. Watched 20 mins of Lucy ** , Rubbed below no MO, but showered immediately without O. Prayed. Depressed. Despair. Hopeful
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    7. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Feeling sad. Watched 10 mins of porn after family argument. Just when I thought I had my emotions under control. Nofap isint a cure
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    8. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      14 yr old white school girls dating older drug dealers.. crazy.
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    9. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      I kiss a girl at 14. use to chat up girls 7 yrs older than me. Not anymore. At 15, a 21 yr old girl asked me if I watch porn.. I didn’t kno
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    10. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Things seem good. Usually have a mental episode around 3-4 months in. then hospital. God may have cured my 26 yr addiction. I feel blessed
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    11. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      12 years of antipsychotics.. been off them 4 months now.. snapped a few times and regained control but I’m not the same anymore
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    12. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      This shit is not working. 18 months in and depressed as hell. Temptation is so strong to watch pmo.. exercise makes it worse!
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    13. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      18 months of NoFap. Face wise looks/body improved but not 100%, I’d say 55% I look a good person. 40% is the weight and 5% is colour.
      1. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        Weight still issue. Weight slowly dropping I look quite improved but long way to go. Was at 13.5/ probably at 12.8kg, 11 is the target or 11.5kg. Eyesight still not restored even though it is improving, night vision very bad due to previous antidepressants usage.
        Oct 9, 2019
    14. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Getting close to marriage in 2 months. lots changed since I left pmo in April 2018. glimpsed occasionally but it’s been difficult, still is!
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      2. Hero:HOPE
        Hero:HOPE
        It always will be but thats alright
        Oct 7, 2019
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    15. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Life’s good, getting better. Probably in day 300, but life’s good.
    16. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Very depressed. Been to visit parents. Day 300, Head is killing brain zaps pmo withdrawal! Will try reading books 2day & all week.
    17. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Also very depressed last few days.. just wanna die
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      2. SREENII
        SREENII
        CONGRATS..YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH..THESE SYMPTOMS ITSELF INDICATE THAT YOUR BRAIN IS REWIRING TO NORMAL ONE AT A SUPER SPEED..KEEP GOING..WE ALL ARE WITH YOU
        Sep 28, 2019
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      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        @SREENII thanks .. I was on day 485 but reset a few times by 50 days each. Im now on day 300.. I’m suffering withdrawal symptoms again from watching porn recently . I’m just hoping I don’t end up back on meds or hospital. It feels too much!
        Sep 28, 2019
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    18. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Girls married or not watching me whilst other girls look at me this is weird! They won’t approach me! When I was 465 days, not 1 came to me!
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    19. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Something wasn’t right whilst living in hotel few days surrounded by hot girls everywhere & in town.. they weren’t looking at me anymore!
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    20. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Not relapsing again! Prayers on time! Bit of studying daily. Stay strong my brothers!
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      2. Tiger uppercut!
        Tiger uppercut!
        Not today!
        Sep 26, 2019
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      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        @Tiger uppercut! why what happened? I relapse again this morning but didn’t use hands or force to push out semen. Had 4 showers yesterday and one today and drove my jeep recklessly. Pmo really messes you bad
        Sep 26, 2019
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