TheLoneWolf88
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TheLoneWolf88

Fapstronaut, Male, 35

"The only surface I am scratching is the bed that I have made" - Staind May 5, 2024 at 11:59 AM

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    1. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Another depressing day at work since my one colleague likes to bring up sex topics and jokes. I get it, I'm a loser
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      2. BranchingOut
        BranchingOut
        But stay away from porn, I learned that if you mo to porn ur male brain craves more sex and is an endless loop with no satisfaction.Dont worry about rejection I learned its not a reflection of your character you just got unlucky
        Jul 26, 2023
      3. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        I'm well beyond dating apps. It's all I've used for the past 14 years, with almost no luck. And zero luck for the last 10 years
        Jul 26, 2023
      4. BranchingOut
        BranchingOut
        Yea I hear ya. It's tough out there. Well try to focus on money, that's what I'm doing. I disconnected from everything mentally. I care about nothing and you know what it actually makes me happy in a way.
        Jul 26, 2023
    2. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      My shadow's the only one that walks beside me / My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    3. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I can't stop myself from indulging once. And that one time will transform me into a monster I never want to be
    4. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Each day I wonder what my ultimate goal is for this site. Quitting PMO entirely? Quitting M? Quitting P? Idk which is controlling me more
    5. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      It's one of those evenings where I just feel extremely lonely. Yes, I do crave sex, but in all honesty, I just want someone to hold me
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      3. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        I hope you do. Ten years single and a 34 year old virgin. Nobody can understand the heartache and the yearning I feel on most days.
        Jul 16, 2023
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      4. Talz
        Talz
        Yeah, I feel this. It's about so much more than just sex. The lack of human contact and overall intimacy is the real killer.
        Jul 20, 2023
      5. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        @Talz rushing to get sex wouldn't be as satisfying, but my mind makes me want to go that route more often than I can count. But will I ever get a healthy relationship with this thought like a splinter in my mind? Would it be better to lose my card first so I can stop worrying about it? Or just try to ignore it and try and meet people? These are questions I battle on a daily basis
        Jul 20, 2023
    6. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell -- Imagine Dragons "It's Time"
    7. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I used to be so horny that I could O hands free. It seems I trained myself well enough that it's no longer possible
      1. Roady
        Roady
        Hfo is the worst stuff.
        Jul 16, 2023
    8. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I know I'm fapping as a coping mechanism. Question is, is it because of no sex or just overall daily stress? I'm thinking both
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      2. Khufu
        Khufu
        on a psychological perspective ,our first years of life we first learn to pacify, soother or mother dearest breast for milk, soothing our fears/pains, we latch on to that mechanism through other means as we grow
        Jul 11, 2023
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      3. Khufu
        Khufu
        understand we dont need to pacify or numb that pains,discomfort, we welcome it, embrace it because that way it helps us to grow,shape us
        Jul 11, 2023
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      4. Khufu
        Khufu
        next time your brain tries to convince you to pmo,say not today ,i well not pacify ,i face the challenge
        Jul 11, 2023
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    9. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I think P has also kept me asexual as I don't feel attraction to anyone. I want to lose my V card some day and this scares me
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      2. Good Life Builder
        Good Life Builder
        I don't know if the idea of virginity gives you some anxiety or trouble (I'm virgin too). I'd consider not caring so much about it, it's not healthy, you and I will lose it when the time comes. As for how to reach this time faster, staying away from porn and heal emotionally from what moved us towards porn is a great idea.
        Jul 10, 2023
    10. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I have a feeling that all the P I've looked at for nearly 20 years might be turning me bi. I'm not too sure if I'm comfortable with that
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    11. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I can surely say the Spa channel on Sirius XM can calm me enough that I don't need to browse P
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    12. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I MUST get away from P. I'm sick of all the self destructive thoughts it gives me on a daily basis
    13. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I wonder how my life will change if I can finally surpass my record of a month no PMO. I'm halfway to 35. Time to stop fucking around
    14. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I'm starting to become that asshole I hate again. Why do I keep falling back?
    15. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Idk if it's normal, but when I M a few days ago for the first time in almost a month, I couldn't really cum
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    16. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Had a wet dream this morning, and right now I can feel my sex drive craving more. No I will not give in!
    17. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Almost a full month now. I'm about to break my record from 5 years ago that I haven't come close to since
    18. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      It's amazing how clear my head is rn on top of no whining. Day 24 of no PMO
    19. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      It feels like my sex drive is recovering at last. For the first time in a while, I'm very touch sensitive
    20. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Had my first erotic dream last night after 3 weeks. I believe it was about losing my virginity, yet I still couldn't get hard lol
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