freedomwarrior

Fapstronaut, Male, 60, from Texas

Checking back in after a long absence. Start a conversation to connect with me if you want to chat about recovery. Feb 14, 2022

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1. freedomwarrior
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  Apr 17, 2017
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2. freedomwarrior
  96 today 69 previous 165 total since last P viewing May this current life of sobriety remain with me til I see Jesus face to face.
  
  Mar 10, 2017
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  2. CrushPornBeneathYourFeet
    Yeah! Fighting talk! I like that sh*t man, keep it up ;)
    
    Mar 10, 2017
    
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  3. Shang-Chi
    Excellence!
    
    Mar 11, 2017
    
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3. freedomwarrior
  90 days today. Standing strong. One slip in 159 days.
  
  Mar 5, 2017
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  2. AndySky180
    That is very mighty bro!
    
    Mar 5, 2017
    
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  3. jesusmysaviour
    Broh you have a very great achievement
    Remember pmo is a life long battle never give up again
    
    Mar 5, 2017
    
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  4. jesusmysaviour
    Most people in this community (including me) can't control pmo more than 2 weeks but you made a great achievement pls don't relapse again
    You got this
    Victory will be yours
    #nomorepmo
    
    Mar 5, 2017
    
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4. freedomwarrior
  Standing strong at 57 days! Strong in the arms of God and all His grace for me. Strong in the arms of my band of brothers on Rtribe.
  
  Jan 30, 2017
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  2. freedomwarrior
    Strong in the arms of my wife.
    
    Jan 30, 2017
    
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5. freedomwarrior
  51!!!! That's one slip in 120 days!!!
  
  Jan 24, 2017
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6. freedomwarrior
  That was 1 slip in 109 days. That's 109 days with no porn and 40 days without masturbating. Proud of me.
  
  Jan 13, 2017
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7. freedomwarrior
  Day 40. Not a challenge most days. Just connection with 6 other Christian men on a daily basis. Finally found what works.
  
  Jan 13, 2017
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  2. Lone_Wolf
    That's good. Too often, Christian men are just as bad as the rest of the world when it comes to helping anyone else. I left the church for that very reason.
    
    Jan 13, 2017
    
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8. freedomwarrior
  Still riding high with a day in the 30s. Talking to others has taken recovery to a new high.
  
  Jan 6, 2017
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9. freedomwarrior
  Hooray for day 2. I MO'd on Sunday, day 69. Then I jumped back up on the horse again. Hi-ho Silver!
  
  Dec 6, 2016
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10. freedomwarrior
  If you are a Christian married man struggling w/SSA, PM me if interested in teaming up w/others to walk together through recovery.
  
  Oct 14, 2016
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  2. HappyDaysAreHereAgain
    How does PM work here?
    
    Nov 14, 2016
    
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  3. freedomwarrior
    It is called Conversations here on NoFap.
    
    Nov 14, 2016
    
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11. freedomwarrior
  14 days no P, but snuck a P-sub in there on day 11 by looking at some personal ads.
  
  Oct 11, 2016
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12. freedomwarrior
  10 days, woohoo!!! P and M and solo-O seem so distant and so foreign right now that I feel that I am healed and will spend the next
  
  Oct 6, 2016
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  2. freedomwarrior
    50 years PMO free. It is at times like this that I MUST be aware of any and all triggers and not get complacent or cocky confident. I will be in recovery for a very long time. Good day everyone.
    
    Oct 6, 2016
    
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13. freedomwarrior
  Day 4. Headed to Pure Desire University this evening and tomorrow. Google it and PM me for more information.
  
  Sep 30, 2016
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14. freedomwarrior
  My desire for porn today is high. I know it is a response to my anger and depression, but I still want porn!
  
  Aug 22, 2016
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15. freedomwarrior
  Struggling every day. Wonder when all desire will go away.
  
  Aug 4, 2016
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16. freedomwarrior
  Been much busier and more focused. Day 20 without P, day 6 without M, and day 4 i think without O.
  
  Jun 9, 2016
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17. freedomwarrior
  Day 12 no P. Awesome. Day 29 no M. Wonderful. Day 7 no O. Disappointing.
  
  Jun 1, 2016
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18. freedomwarrior
  Day 14 and my mind is flooding with sexual fantasies, all which seem so awesome and enticing and realistic and fulfilling.
  
  May 17, 2016
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  2. freedomwarrior
    In reality, I do know they are all delusional and unrealistic and false. But my mind still goes there.
    
    May 17, 2016
    
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19. freedomwarrior
  Day 13. Looking forward to final meeting with Conquer Series group tonight. Great group of Godly men all working to walk in sexual purity.
  
  May 16, 2016
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  2. Lazarus Shuttlesworth
    Is that group in real life or online? Sounds interesting
    
    May 16, 2016
    
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  3. freedomwarrior
    Real life. Real neat. Really real men.
    
    May 17, 2016
    
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20. freedomwarrior
  No more day 1s, I pray. Back to day 11.
  
  May 14, 2016
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Mar 16, 1964 (Age: 60)

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Male, age 55. PMO since age 18. Was P free from 12/8/2010 until November 2014 (Hello-smart phone.) Married for 26 years with 3 kids high schools and college. Fantasied with gay porn for years. Had gay sex with strangers for 4 years, ending on 12/8/2010. Porn free most of the time now, and still struggle with unwanted SSA.

In the Conqueror Series and Seven Pillars small group and am really pumped about getting to the root of my trauma, brokenness, and woundedness.
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FW, especially supportive and encouraging to married men with SSA and the young who have the most to gain by quitting NOW! newbies: http://www.NoFap.org/forum/showthread.php?2402-Get-educated-get-tools-and-learn-to-love-withdrawals
Hardmode 2/28-6/17/14, 109 days.
PMO free 152 days 9/11/2015 - 2/9/2016
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