noonoon

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Day 1 - it starts here. May 11, 2018

1. noonoon
  Letting go of resentment and anger allows me to forgive and love
  
  Sep 10, 2017
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2. noonoon
  Good day. Clever PMO addiction suggests that the best way to celebrate...? PMO.
  
  Sep 10, 2017
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3. noonoon
  porn is fear. Porn is hate. Porn is darkness and despair.
  
  Sep 10, 2017
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4. noonoon
  porn is isolation. Porn is sickness. Porn is anger. Porn is selfish.
  
  Sep 9, 2017
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5. noonoon
  Taking the battle to that first lust fantasy is what keeps me sober, daily.
  
  Sep 6, 2017
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6. noonoon
  Honesty is hard to come by. I lie to myself so frequently i've come to accept the ramblings of my brain as "truth".
  
  Sep 4, 2017
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7. noonoon
  Lord, renew in me that drive for freedom from this addiction.
  
  Sep 3, 2017
  1. Rising Sun !!, CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
8. noonoon
  Anger - can we hide in it? Use it to cover fear? Uncertainty? Emotion?
  
  Aug 30, 2017
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  3. noonoon
    Me too.
    
    Aug 31, 2017
    
    Rising Sun !!, CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, 2525 and 1 other person like this.
  4. vulture175
    I hate those people and I hate myself for not being able to control my hate. How can i just let it go and forgive?
    
    Aug 31, 2017
    
    Rising Sun !!, CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, 2525 and 2 others like this.
  5. Atlanticus
    Can't contribute much, since I rarely anger, don't hate, and appreciate others even when they don't feel the same. But, when I do feel resentful of others, it tends to be when my own spirit is particularly low through self-destructive behavior. Somehow I then have a bitter view of others. The solution is to clean my inner house.
    
    Sep 17, 2017
    
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9. noonoon
  My past doesn't make me. I'm not the man I was. God, please show me that is true?
  
  Aug 27, 2017
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  2. Deleted Account
    What a relatable sentiment. I ask that question all the time.
    
    Aug 28, 2017
    
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10. noonoon
  Happy Friday. Let's have a good weekend of sobriety! Choose freedom!
  
  Aug 25, 2017
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11. noonoon
  Despite my relapse my reboot is still partially wired. I'm not who i was. I'm not at my best, but certainly not at my worst! Thank God!
  
  Aug 18, 2017
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12. noonoon
  Day 7. Yeah baby!
  
  Aug 18, 2017
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13. noonoon
  After 168 days I fell. *sigh* Today is my Day 1. "What happened" will be dominating my thoughts today.
  
  Aug 10, 2017
  1. CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, 2525, EverydayIsANewChance and 1 other person like this.
  2. LivinginRecovery
    Please don't be hard on yourself. 168 days is amazing. You are only human. Just think though, even if you fapped once every 168 days it's still way better than what you were doing before. I would call this a stumble rather than a fall. Look after yourself.
    
    Aug 10, 2017
    
    CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, 2525, Buddhabro and 3 others like this.
14. noonoon
  Rebooting means I learn to love again. To laugh. To joy. THIS thing has taken so much of me. It means freedom.
  
  Aug 7, 2017
  1. CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, 2525, Deleted Account and 3 others like this.
15. noonoon
  "And when I can swim no longer, if I have not reached Aslan’s country...I shall sink with my nose to the sunrise.” - Reepicheep
  
  Jul 16, 2017
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16. noonoon
  I feel the temptation growing like a second self ballooning inside me, full of my selfish need and wants, lust and consumption.
  
  Jul 16, 2017
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17. noonoon
  There is no humility without humiliation. Humiliation is a holy gate to peace through which only the humble in spirit may pass.
  
  Jul 15, 2017
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  2. I Free I
    The Truth
    
    Jul 15, 2017
    
    CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, 2525, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
18. noonoon
  I can resist everything...except temptation. -Oscar Wilde
  
  Jul 14, 2017
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19. noonoon
  Day 141 - I honestly don't know how I got here. A gift from God is all I can say for sure. That and maybe try, try, try, try and more try.
  
  Jul 12, 2017
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  2. TheConqueror
    Great job!
    
    Jul 12, 2017
    
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  3. Chameanz
    Awesome!
    
    Jul 12, 2017
    
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20. noonoon
  God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change, courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference
  
  Jul 10, 2017
  1. CrushPornBeneathYourFeet, 2525, EverydayIsANewChance and 5 others like this.
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Trying to reduce the binge/relapse cycle by not restarting count after single failure. This current count includes:
PMO =1 (3/2/18)
P=1(2/25/18)
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