vulture175

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Day ... Oops, counter's not working Dec 10, 2019 at 5:35 AM

vulture175 was last seen:: Dec 10, 2019 at 5:33 AM

1. vulture175
  Day ... Oops, counter's not working
  
  Dec 10, 2019 at 5:35 AM
  1. spaces, A leaf, fg4795 and 1 other person like this.
2. vulture175
  The sane guy told me I'm not worthy, I'm useless, a failure of nature. In this depressive episode, dat hurts, man.
  
  Dec 6, 2019 at 11:49 AM
  1. Dragon Birth and Leonzh like this.
  2. Dragon Birth
    It only hurts cos you believed it! Know your worth!
    
    Dec 6, 2019 at 12:51 PM
    
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3. vulture175
  Relapsed. I regret it. I should've been aware
  
  Dec 5, 2019 at 10:10 AM
  1. spaces, Leashed4good, Dragon Birth and 1 other person like this.
4. vulture175
  There are more interesting thing to do more than pmo, for example making money, good for us, good for our day, healthy and best. Liked
  
  Nov 25, 2019
  1. Dragon Birth, Dojokyoto, A leaf and 3 others like this.
5. vulture175
  Wow, porn is attacking nofap. At the end, people will choose what is good for them. Why must you bother nofap, porn?
  
  Nov 15, 2019
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6. vulture175
  Low energy level. Anxiety's hitting
  
  Nov 8, 2019
  1. Roady, Hello Friend, vxlccm and 1 other person like this.
7. vulture175
  All or nothing - O-town https://youtu.be/vHwsrZ1RjZQ
  
  Oct 28, 2019
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8. vulture175
  Hope there'll be a happy ending, hopefully...
  
  Oct 22, 2019
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  3. vulture175
    ... I'm experiencing an acute anxiety again, feeling like a psychosis episode, i just lost all hopes, joy and purposes in life, suddenly see a dark future of humanity, lost faith. Then suicidal thoughts step in I'm really scared now...
    
    Nov 21, 2019
    
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  4. Cool I Can Use Spaces
    I’ve struggled with suicidal thoughts my whole life. Sit down and honestly think through all the people who will miss you. I was surprised by how long a list I came up with. Think about all the possibilities you will miss. PM me if you’d like to interact with someone. I’ll check in frequently today.
    
    Nov 21, 2019
    
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  5. vulture175
    Thank you Mr Cool
    
    Nov 25, 2019
9. vulture175
  Can't breathe... Wanna cry but eyes are dry
  
  Oct 19, 2019
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  2. IbrahimViking
    Hold yourself gently through the hard times. Be generous and kind when speaking to yourself.
    
    Oct 19, 2019
    
    Roady, Coffee Candy, Sammyforthewin and 6 others like this.
  3. letter
    Keep going. Your heart will be okay. Keep going and it will find a way to release all these things. Don't be afraid, this is how you get better. Keep going.
    
    Oct 19, 2019
    
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10. vulture175
  Keep my head high outside but i can hear screams inside
  
  Oct 19, 2019
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  2. vxlccm
    seems rough. I hope the storm has quiesced. to me, it's been very worth it to do NoFap for mental health.
    
    Oct 25, 2019
    
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  3. vulture175
    Quiesced. U must be programmer xD
    
    Nov 8, 2019
    
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  4. vxlccm
    just a tech industry alert. hot data, right?
    
    Nov 9, 2019
11. vulture175
  So it begins
  
  Oct 16, 2019
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12. vulture175
  Porn is dead, really, porn is dead, I'm sure
  
  Oct 8, 2019
  1. spaces, vxlccm, Coffee Candy and 4 others like this.
13. vulture175
  Day 7 and anxiety is lurking around. Me was like "shhhhh"
  
  Oct 7, 2019
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14. vulture175
  Ready for the hardest day. Day 3: anxiety will reach top tmr morning and afternoon. Embrace the fear..
  
  Oct 3, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Eye on the prize!
    
    Oct 3, 2019
    
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  3. vulture175
    Roger that
    
    Oct 4, 2019
    
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15. vulture175
  Day 2, anxiety hits me hard on my face
  
  Oct 3, 2019
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16. vulture175
  God is an astronaut
  
  Sep 26, 2019
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17. vulture175
  walking in street, looking at people and think why u people are so happy while me have to suffer, is that fair people...Hah i need a cigaret
  
  Sep 24, 2019
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18. vulture175
  Getting a lot of judges due to my depression :(
  
  Sep 20, 2019
  1. spaces, vxlccm, Roady and 1 other person like this.
  2. Roady
    That's sad. Yes, people don't understand what that is. I hope you understand and find a way out. I know that's possible.
    
    Sep 21, 2019
    
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19. vulture175
  Consciousness is leaving me. Have u ever lost all your feelings. Just an empty shell.
  
  Sep 9, 2019
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  3. vulture175
    How long did it last guys
    
    Sep 10, 2019
    
    vxlccm and letter like this.
  4. letter
    It lasted until I found the heart to face my trauma.
    
    On one hand, it’s healing. You gotta address your wounds properly so that your emotions don’t have to vacate so they aren’t in agony.
    
    On the other hand, it’s destruction. The shutting off of the heart is a self-defence mechanism. It can get you out of the immediate trauma, but it is no way to live. That self-defence mechanism will have to be dismantled.
    
    Sep 10, 2019
    
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  5. letter
    Just take it at whatever pace you can.
    
    I used to wonder if I was even a human being anymore...it was a long & slow process to come out of that. It hurt a lot, but it was also deeply meaningful.
    
    Sep 10, 2019
    
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20. vulture175
  The opposite of addiction is ...
  
  Sep 1, 2019
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  2. Jonny1992
    ... freedom, happy life, no suffer.
    
    Sep 1, 2019
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Peace
    
    Sep 1, 2019
    
    vulture175, spaces, White Sheep and 2 others like this.
  4. Roady
    ....is all good thing imaginable love peace joy connection wisdom beauty happiness welfare. To be short: Life!
    
    Sep 1, 2019
    
    vxlccm, Coffee Candy, vulture175 and 4 others like this.
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