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I can relate to your experience. I was in the same position for several years.I lied to myself countless times, that i could learn at home, but...
you are right.YT was the trigger but the matter lies deeper
I can totally relate to your problem. Youtube was the reason why i relapsed after alsmost a month. You should classify these kind of videos as porn.
Flatlines are part of the process. Go through it