1 week (almost) done

yay now I will soon have one week on my counter (in a few yours). Not going to relapse before for sure.

I love the feeling I had today. Day 1-3 was sort of a flatline, 4-5 was urges to watch porn (without really biological urges) and today I am so full of biological urges - to actually want to have a woman and so on. Really good feeling.

Not acting on it now, I am just going to wait and see how it is progressing

So how will I get through the next couple of days? In the evening is a party, so I am safe from masturbating at least for today. Tomorrow I have a thight schedule, so it should work quite well aswell.

Saturday and sunday are going to be the most difficult, as I only have to study the whole weekend. (where I reset most often).

But anyhow, if I make it to saturday I would be already on day 8, so this is a big step up from my last streaks.

 

Little update, I made it to day 8. Basically as I suspected, as this was the time where I just had to sit and study - then I drift a bit to 9gag and from there on further.

But I would count it as a 'soft' reset. I watched some nsfw pictures and even decided to masturbate to porn, but during M I simply put the P away and finished without. It was somehow that the porn was distracting me more than it helped.

And what I usually struggle with the most is that I go from a single reset to a full blown relapse where I PMO 3-4 times in a row. This didn't happened this time, only MO'ed once. And so far I am feeling good, not really the usual relapse symptoms.