I am in! I can surely do 10days . I cant be such a loser. This thing is destroying my mind and my life Day 1/10
Day 3/10 I am going to get back to some of the most important rules to stay away from urges. Most important being keeping my devices away at night. I am going to do this from now onward because it is very hard to resist the urges when it is all available. I am going to prioritize my recovery over everything else in my life.
Unfortunately, I relapsed on the 6th day . The reason was obvious. I did not stick to the rules I set for myself. I had my internet device in my bedroom at night. I need to strictly follow the rules this time. Day 1/10
Day 1/10 of no MO. Made it to 9 days without MO and then failed because I was undecided if MO was a bad thing or not. I'm starting again in order to see if no MO will help build intimacy with my wife.