16 year old beginning NoFap for unique reasons

Fluidity_in_excellence

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I started watching porn at a fairly young age. I watched the niki Minaj music video, "starships" and became obsessed with the wamens. My parents discovered me after I confessed, feeling ever so guilty, and they naturally put a bunch of blockers onto my computer. I was pretty crushed, but didn't think much more of it. A few years later, I started watching porn again, and started to masturbate as well for the first time. It was a magical love affair. I would masturbate very frequently, and it felt amazing. I had discovered fire. I was a king.
Now I'm 16. I have more access to porn than ever before. I begun to worry as a 16 year old about the affects that porn had on my life and the lives of those around me. My friends were having struggles "keeping up". My girlfriend at the time liked porn but told me not to watch it the day before I came to hers, and I would really notice the difference in the quality of our sexual encounters when I had orgasmed the night before vs. if I abstained. She would send me a lot of nudes + porn and so digital sex was becoming a bigger and bigger part of my life.

I decided to attempt giving up porn after I got accepted for an elite international school in Armenia. I was becoming increasingly interested in productivity and maximising my use of time. I kept coming across the concept of "NoFap and started researching it quite heavily. I was so intrigued! I've never had issues with getting the wamens, or the men's, but the idea of myself (I'm quite happy with the way I am) improved in all these ways was very attractive. Also, porn was becoming less and less arousing and I turned to stranger things.... I decided to stop, and it went quite well for a two week period (my goals were no pmo.) Then, one day after a run, I was on YouTube when I came across a video called something like, "cafe employee finds the milk empty so look what she does next" with an arousing thumbnail. I clicked on it, and before I knew it, I was upstairs hammering my dick. This led to a period of a week in which I relapsed. I had another go at abstaining and I managed a week, when social media got me touching again. The algorithm was working against me....

Several months later, I was getting closer and closer to starting college and I needed to start getting these superpowers! A lot of attractive girls were going to be there... I had to have an edge. So I started to , well, not edge. I went on holiday with my dad which made abstinence trivial. I have now quit porn for 6 days, and I start to feel the glow and increased energy. I am going to document my journey of NoFap in the hopes that this time, the streak will be permenant. My international school accomodation is going to be a room with 3 other chaps, so that should make abstinence easier. I am going to succeed. I have to. Any tips you have, please send them to me. All the best to you other fapstronauts. Look out for my future posts and progress!
 
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