16 years old and no morning wood in nearly 2 years

Hey guys, I've just made a account with nofap as I'm really starting to get quite worried. I'm 16 years old and I can't really remember the last time I had morning wood, I'm think it was around when I turned 15 and I'm turning 17 in 2 months. I never realized I had a problem until 8 months ago when I noticed I can't get or stay hard without stimulation. I never get aroused either, literally nothing makes me horny no matter how hard I try, even watching porn doesn't turn me on. My dick is long as it's a bit over 8 inches measured, I would be so proud of it if only it worked normally.



I started masturbating at about 12 years old and I would do it 3 - 5 times a day usually sometimes only twice and sometimes 6 times but usually was in the 3 - 5 range. I used to be very very horny 24/7 I would see a hot girl on tv and would instantly get hard. But masturbating started becoming a habit as I would always make sure I masturbate at least 3 times a day or I felt my day was incomplete, it was like a routine I would masturbate once and then I would feel tired but then I would start masturbating again instantly even though I was exhausted and wasn't aroused at all I would still masturbate again until I cum. I would do this over and over again and I'm thinking that's what put me in this situation. I don't believe I ever injured my dick as its never really hurt but I'm not sure.

I don't know if I have pied because as I said even porn doesn't make me hard or aroused I feel pretty emotionless nowadays when it comes to sex. There is one thing that does get me hard and that's when I was with my girlfriend, March 2019 I met her for the first time as we are in a ldr since November 2018, she is from the Philippines and I'm from England but when I was with her I would constantly just precum like we would be walking around a mall and I would just precum so much to the point my trousers were wet and my boxers like I didn't know why it was happening. I still get this cause she's the only person that makes me aroused she takes her clothes off for me on video call and I always precum so much without even touching my dick.

I have tried not watching porn and masturbating so many times I did it for 38 days I saw no improvements and got depressed so I just relapsed and then I had another 32 days streak and the same thing happened again. In the last 5 months I have masturbated less than I use to in 1 week yet I still can't get aroused and have no morning wood I'm really worried now and from today onwards I'm going to start nofa hard mode and I swear to myself I won't relapse. I hope this can improve as I'm only 16 yet my dick feels 85.