I can't see the odd M every 200 days really being a problem, (P is a different story!). As long as you don't dabble in P and don't binge on M, i don't think its even much of a setback. All it's really done is killed your streak, but numbers are just numbers. Just get right back to living towards your goals and having a clear focus on what you want to achieve.
That's right Daniel, we don't have to think too much about this addiction and just live life and make sure our days are productive and we'll go through it. We've built habits inconsciously to make the road easier. I remember when PMO was at the center of my life, well it's not the case anymore and I've got bigger fish to fry!
That's right 1855, my moral is as good as before the setback, it didn't affect me at all! I didn't binge, just M and did a little bit of P, I know it's wrong but I know I'm not addicted anymore. I'm right back on track right now!
108th day. Had a persistent urge come from nowhere yesterday that i couldn't seem to shake. Persistent and irritating but not as powerful as old.
What a period. I come here to confess that I am in reset too. I felt low on energy, I felt my libido dead and i got worried about my future sexual encounters. So I cheated to the best of my abilities, no touching, but playing sexy cartoon games. No porn, but listening to the sounds of it. No orgasm really, but the point is that I am seeking outside stimulus. Lately I felt like Daniel, between days 250 and 280 I felt low on energy and motivation. Last week I remembered and I embraced my shadow, my dark side and that allowed me a wet dream but that did not solve the problem. The reality is that I have potential partners for sex, but the act keeps evading and that has brought me to my seeking external stimulae. So today i reset my counter after 280 days and start anew, with even less cheating to the challenge, lets see if I die, if my penis becomes disfunctional or if my life is going to change once again. I have already had two major leaps in my behavior, here comes number three! Be the warrior!
