13 day here. I believe it will be easy because for the first time after many years i feel energized and happy. I ain't thinking about porn or masturbation because it ruined my life so i consider it evil and the main reason for the lost years of my life. But we will see because my libido is increased , i have rock hard erections and i try to find a gf.
There's really no excuses, it's all the changes that happened in my life and the overall accumulated stress! It's like I lost sense of who I was and the relapse was really a wake up call to get my mind straight again. What's important is always stay focus on who you are and where you're going and don't let the outside distractions get the best of you. I started a new job and the accumulated of work and new relationships made me lose focus on myself and my purpose and it got the best of me and I lost control that's it! Not much to say but never let anything distract you and makes you lose your purpose in life!
Checking in brothers No relapse yet.. Thank you all for the support and encouragement. Stay strong everyone.
Day 15/180 checking in I feel good I feel better I can do this I see light at the end of the tunnel ALL OR NOTHING
5 days and half of the journey is done. Got a few strong urges recently. Will conquer those as well. Stay strong everybody! /Baldur