20th day ! #NoFap

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by stayawayporns, Jan 19, 2020.

  1. stayawayporns

    stayawayporns Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone here, I am a 17 years old boy.
    I started masturbating at the age of 15, I was so dumb at age. I started watching porns at the age of 11 but i didnt like them much so i quit it until i become 15, I started liking these shitty videos, I didnt know why.. I am not that kind of boy who stares at girls, i am not really much interested in these kind of things but one of stupid fake suggested me to just ahh rub your dick(i am sooo embarrassed) and i followed him and eventually i started enjoying the moments of masturbating, i didnt like the videos though, but i loved the moment of playing with my dick all the time, I used to masturbate 2-5 times a day for almost 2 years till i visited this site and heard the truth. I was so healthy before PMO came into my life but now i am soo weak and more dumb than before I used to search on google that is porn good or something.. is masturbation healthy.. and hell some people wrote YES it is healthy and that kept me on the track of PMO for 1 year more. I told my friends and they gave me advices as well(anyway they are facing the same circumstances) I had completely no idea .. what to do?? one day i realized that .. umm let me just challenge myself for not to try masturbating for 2 weeks and i didnt know why but i masturbated in 2 hours just after taking this decision. I was trapped in the world of PMO, i was trapped by fake blogs. So again I made a promise to myself to stay away from this shitty things, i started searching the reality behind PMO and i found this site. I found the reality of porns in NoFap, how porns gonna ruin your life.. I was so embarrassed at that moment, cried a lot for what i had been doing for 2 years.. Now at 1st January i made a promise to myself to not touch any of these sites anymore. I started my nofap challenge and its been 20 days. I am feeling more confident, motivated, inspired ... You guys are great.. I am soo happy with my life now!! I have a lot to say but my fingers are hurting now so nothing very muchh.. have a nice day, Pal!!
     
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