22 yo german guy

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by nicetrymom, Jul 17, 2018.

  1. nicetrymom

    nicetrymom New Fapstronaut

    Hey everyone,
    why is there no german nofap forum.

    I started watching and downloading porn since I got my first own pc with 14. The Internet connection is too slow for smooth streaming, thats why I started downloading.

    My one Terrabyte porn harddrive is now full and my other backup drive broke recently. Instead of getting another 1tb backup drive I will put only the favorite porn on a 128gb stick and keep main drive as a backup.

    my collection:
    ~20.000 xxx video files
    ~20.000 xxx pictures and some gifs
    ~ 1250 hours total download time = 25 minutes per day
    ~ 7,5 downloads per day (on average over 8 years)
    ~ 3 week holiday = longest nofap/not using porn time, I don't like the wet dreams

    total time wasted on porn: no idea, but way too much

    my fetishs started soft and went more and more hardcore over time, when I now search the internet for the stuff I am interested in I rarely find something new. I feel like I have almost seen everthing.

    I have social anxiety and no friends. I never had a girlfriend, never even kissed a girl. I had sex with a prostitute once.

    I am not convinced that its healthy to not masturbate at all. But I will stop watching porn today until first September (not sure about the fapping) and see where it leads. I hate the wet dreams tho.

  2. Septimus

    Septimus Fapstronaut

    Welcome! I'm glad you're here. I hope you keep coming back.
  3. nicetrymom

    nicetrymom New Fapstronaut

    ok, my succesfull nofap/ not using porn streak ends now. I have to delete my counter. Peace
  4. nicetrymom

    nicetrymom New Fapstronaut

    I wanted to let you know that I deleted all my porn with secure eraser a couple of month ago and also my pornhub account. I don't miss anything, it was one of the best decisions of my life!
    So this is probably my last post here!
    Peace out!
    Septimus likes this.

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