The most I’ve ever got to in the past is 10 days. What’s different this time is the acceptance of PMO as an addiction as opposed to a habit. I am so determined to reboot this frazzled brain. I’ve got to admit I’m really starting to feel good, much more comfortable in my own skin and much less social anxiety. I’m pretty sure I’m getting checked out more too. I think a big part of it is I’m beginning to be able to look the world in the eye, no longer feeling shame from what I do behind closed doors. It feels so much better to be living clean.
Great to have you here. Thanks for sharing. I first started noticing changes at about day 28. The physical urges began to get much more manageable. I actually still have not had a wet dream on my current streak. Not worried about it though. I know it will happen when it's time. Anyways, great to have you. One day at a time!