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31 days, then relapse

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by nowaste, Apr 6, 2015.

  1. nowaste

    nowaste New Fapstronaut

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    Im 17. I was PMO-free for a month. The 1st week was a breeze, surprisingly. Reading this forum made it easy. 2nd week, it all started. My urges for M started coming back. 3rd week. It was the goddamn plague. I felt I was going to hump anything that I saw. I really craved real intercourse. Not P. I felt perverted. I used to STARE at normal pictures, you know. It felt bad. I posted a question on this forum. But I didnt get an answer. Anyways, so I decided I cant go this way. I decided to fap at the end of this month. Not to P. It was wrong, obviously, but I didnt want to be a pervert in the streets. I was staring. It was wrong. So after the fourth week, which was even harder, I did it. And all the endless readings of this forum cane back to me. There I lay in remorse, guilt. Relapsed. But I felt these cravings no more. I was no longer a pervert. My sexual tensions all vanished. I was a normal 17yo again. I dont know why it worked this way for me. But Im going to nofap again. This time, learning from my past, longer than a month. Because the person who gets back up fast is stronger than the person on a streak.

    Has this happened with anyone else too? That you became a pervert during nofap?
     

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