47 Y/O male: My goals for the summer

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by William Wallace, Jun 2, 2019.

  1. bobby_100

    bobby_100 Fapstronaut

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    i am 49 .. relapsed again every 2nd or third day i relapse thinking of my past
    affair more then 15 years ago. stopped watching porn but bad habit of loving my self for 60 to 80 minutes daily and then relapse after a day or two . what to do
     
  2. ArduousPath

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    Well done, we're in this together. With perseverance and vigilance we shall prevail.
     
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  3. WilBil99

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    Congratulations! 25 days hard mode is awesome! any flatlining taking place? My gym time has been super productive and it’s only been 2 weeks hard mode and 30 days no P .Hows your gym routine going? Notice anything different?
     
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  4. William Wallace

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    Just keep moving forward, that’s all we can do. Can’t change the past. You got this!
     
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  5. William Wallace

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    Thank you. No flatlining at this time but I have never gone 60 days or longer on hard mode so I would like to see where I am at when I hit that mark. I do feel well, especially with the workout routine. It really helps both physically and mentally. Sounds like we are both on the same path. Keep up the good work!
     
  6. bobby_100

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    what do u mean
     
  7. WilBil99

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    You too man! I’m going for 90 days hard mode and then see where I go from there. Semen retention and gym workouts have been amazing. I can see and feel results that are encouraging. Keep up the good work!
     
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  8. William Wallace

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    I thought you meant you are relapsing because of the affair from 15 years ago. So you are fantasizing about the affair when you PMO?
     
  9. bobby_100

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    yes you are right and its very bad and the effect is bad on me. she wouldnt care at all as i was being betrayed
     
  10. William Wallace

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    I have reached 30 days hard/monk mode but I want to go a lot further. I have kept up with all of my goals so far except the no alcohol but I have kept the drinking under control. Forced myself to go to the gym after work today and I am glad I did.
     
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  11. bobby_100

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    keep it up i am relapsing everyday twice. horrible man i am
     
  12. William Wallace

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    After 35 days on monk mode and after a close call yesterday with relapse, I ended up MO last night, no P. Based off my prior experience at around the 30 day mark on monk mode, I start getting strong urges for release so last night I decided to MO rather than take any chances with a possible full blown relapse. I do not know if this will ever change for me but my next goal is to make it to 60 days monk mode.
     
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  13. WilBil99

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    Good luck to you on 60 days! 30 days is nothing to shake a stick at, congratulations! Any chaser effect post MO? I’m close to 30 days and urges are hitting on all cylinders today smh
     
  14. William Wallace

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    Thanks! No chaser effect luckily. Keep going man! Are you doing monk mode?
     
  15. WilBil99

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    Thanks man! Yes, no PMO no nothing. Just walking around I feel like I’m going to bust today. I feel hyper sensitive and trying to change story playing in my head. Wearing tighty whities trying to keep everything compact but today is trying one.
     
  16. William Wallace

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    I hear you! Hang in there man, sounds to me like you have a pretty solid plan for combatting this.
     
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  17. ArduousPath

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    Good job on 35 days monk mode, not many people can reach that high of a streak, let alone monk mode! It's good that you went with MO instead of PMO, and it seems like you have a solid long-term plan. All the best to you!
     
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  18. WilBil99

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    Appreciate it! Some days are like a piece of cake and others are like walking on glass. Never a dull moment.
     
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  19. WilBil99

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    First wet dream last night. Brought a welcome relief and also a terrible mess. No chaser thus far and had a good morning at the gym. Hopefully that 24/7 arousal feeling over last few days/week are gone for now (until next WD?). Is it wrong to hope for another flatline?
     
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  20. DiegoNunez7749

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    Damn this is really good sometimes I can’t even make it beyond day 7
     

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