60 days ladies and gentlemen, YES 60!!!!

Discussion in 'Self Improvement' started by natcrenshaw, Dec 2, 2014.

  1. natcrenshaw

    natcrenshaw Fapstronaut

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    This is a 60 day check in with everyone. I woke up this morning extremely horny and had a lil craving for you know what, so I did what I always do
    and by "what I always do" I mean my NEW behavior

    ... started brewing my coffee and jumped in a cold shower, and NOW enjoying a hot delicious cup of coffee, typing, here at nofap.org and 61 days clean, hard mode.

    I have been addicted 18 years and never really made it past 3 days, SO, you are reading the words of a person experiencing a miracle. The information I have found here, and daily cold showers and working on new thoughts and new actions has changed my life. Do I still get the cravings? yes I do, however I have much more strength to say no, I have even laughed out loud when one hits, so much strength has built up I can actually laugh when I get a craving.

    I get cravings every couple days or so, they leave very quickly, IT DOES GET EASIER AND EASIER!

    I do remember tossing and turning in my bed, depressed, overwhelmed and feeling STUCK, tired and drained, and feeling like it would never end...

    I am here to say it DOES END!! I feel so alive, more then I have in a long time and on a daily basis.

    If you are in the early stages.... STAY STRONG, you are going to go through a long dark pipe, HOWEVER, if you look straight ahead you will see the light at the other end, and when you focus on the light it will get brighter and brighter as you move through the pipe and REBOOT, DONT CHEAT, DONT PEEK, DONT turn around and start over, stay in the pipe and move through it to your VICTORY!!! It feels shitty sometimes, and sometimes you can actually have fun because you KNOW you are changing your life.

    I love this site and everyone in this walk...
     
    Last edited: Dec 2, 2014
  2. besttrueblood

    besttrueblood Fapstronaut

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    I can't describe how proud i am for you, i'm also a 8 year old addict and can't hold for even 2 days and sometimes PMO over 7 times a day. so I came back today after months of being offline and wanted to really start to make a change like you did. We could achive soo much in life instead of jurking to pixels. Continue your fight brother, i'll start mine today.
     
  3. natcrenshaw

    natcrenshaw Fapstronaut

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    Do it brother!! Be ready to suffer and suffer like a fucking warrior!!! It sucks and still does a litttle from time to time but I made a choice to get through it and on with life. Cold showers made all the difference for me....
    god bless and be ready for battle and be ready to win
     
  4. Alpinist

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    Woooooow! More fire to you my brother Natcrenshaw, more fire!

    I like the way you put it - a miracle. Its a miracle for real, when you awaken the sleeping giant within yourself and begin to realize just how much power you actually have! Every day you last you are rewiring your brain... Everyday you stay clean (hard mode - oh yeah!) you are telling every single cell in your body, your DNA, RNA and your neurons that you are becoming a new man.

    I look up to you my man... I have good streaks in recent time but that was all before I joined this forum. I stayed clean for two weeks here, three weeks there even made it past thirty days once but just couldn't get past the blue balls, they would scare me into submission. Once I joined this forum and realized how many people are succeeding hard mode for more than 90 days I told myself that that was it - no more! No excuses, I finally had no more excuses...

    I'm super stoked to be a Fapstronaut and its brothers like you that spur the rest of us on. Keep it up man, we're waiting for that 90... You can do it!
     
  5. natcrenshaw

    natcrenshaw Fapstronaut

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    Alpinist!! Thank you so much for the kind and motivating words, I really needed that today. Almost brought a tear to my eye.
    I'm 63 days in, and I need to remember I have not finished rebooting, I have been dealing with lite depression, fear and self doubt, lately. The good part is; I am still ready for whatever comes and I will WIN. I am ready to suffer and pay the price of freedom. I have spent years and years of my life running to porn and away from uncomfortable feelings... but NOW I'M READY

    bring it the fuck on!!!

    This is an intense road we are on and the ones who have truly chosen freedom and change, will find it. I try to have a much fun as I can with it cause we gonna go out 6ft under anyway...
    Thanks again for commenting and stay in touch!

    TO OUR SUCCESS, FREEDOM AND NEW LIFES!!! Let's do it...
     
  6. NF SINCE BIRTH

    NF SINCE BIRTH Fapstronaut

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    I yust wanna say that I have fapped for the last time in 2014. Please trust me! Im ready to grab my sword and win this war like a hero ;D
     
  7. NF SINCE BIRTH

    NF SINCE BIRTH Fapstronaut

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    And offcourse congratz on your achivement! Really inspiring!
     
  8. natcrenshaw

    natcrenshaw Fapstronaut

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    nofapsincebirth, good luck my brother!!! be ready for the struggle and it gets easier. I was down a brief moment but got through it and back on the mountain top
     
  9. tempest

    tempest New Fapstronaut

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    Well done. I just started but your story gave me courage. Thank you.
     

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