A revelation I had tonight

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Pine River, Sep 25, 2015.

  1. Pine River

    Pine River Fapstronaut

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    In early 1996, at the age of 12, I had a brief six week (or so) spell of masturbating. I quit because my penis was starting to become sore from repeated fapping.

    My attitude at the time was "The solution to this is to quit masturbation until I am older" thinking I had taken it up too young.

    I started masturbating again in 2001 when I was approaching 18, intending that this would be a brief return to fapping lasting for 3 weeks maximum, and that I would quit before I had actually turned 18. My "interim measure" of masturbating again has been extended from 3 weeks to 740 weeks (if my calculations are correct). That's 14 years and 2 months!

    Over the last two weeks I have continued to masturbate despite the fact my penis has dry, cracked, peeling skin from very rough masturbation.

    After finishing my fap tonight I realised something. My 12yo self was correct... well almost... my 1996 reason for quitting was exactly correct, apart from the last four words!