My mom's side of the family has always struggled with addiction, and she used to always warn me about it being stronger for me than other people. I recently came to terms with the fact that not only am I addicted to MPO & Sex, but also THC and caffeine. Although not technically addicted to molly or acid, I've struggled with these chemicals for quite some time now also. I've been making terrible decisions lately. One of which was having the horrible idea to go tubing on acid, with no plans for how to get home afterwards which put me behind the wheel of a car before being able to sleep and come down properly. Luckily no incidents happened, but I saw again, how badly I needed to change. I've had this idea twice before, but was not in the proper environment to quit. Now I'm back at my parent's house, and I feel like I can quit everything easier. I've been watching porn like it ain't no thing since I was in 7th grade. I didn't even realize how terrible it could be for my perception of reality. I feel like my porn addiction lead to my sex addiction, that was easy to deal with because of my substance addictions. So many vices!!! It's been on my mind a lot lately, and this weekend, I finally got the push in the right direction to quit not just PMO/sex but also weed. Caffeine will come last. I quit cigarettes back in july. I'm not sure which one will be harder the sex or the weed. I suppose they'll both be equally difficult. I've been a proud pothead for at least 6 years strong, and my judgment is clouded now. Weed makes me forget about my addiction problems, and all the other problems I have in my life. Now, being resolute in my goals, I feel like I can face my addiction problems and overcome the obstacles that hold me back from being the superstar I want to be. Wish me luck!!!!!