i have been battling Nofap since December of 2019 which means i have now spent 2 years fighting this addictions, i had many ups and down, my last big streak and highest was 84 days, i am very upset that i have relapsed and gave up upon my goals, i have made the big relapsed on last September, ever since then i have been sinking not only in porn but also my old habits, of playing videos games on my laptop and phone, and also watching movies, all those articles i have read on nofap, all those moments, all those books, willpower that i have gained ,and faith, i crushed everything down, i feel weak, like i have no motivation nor desire to do anything, its like i have given up on everything not just nofap, i am a 24 year old who waste his time, and still hasen't found a job, i do my religious duties, but i feel like i'm not on the right track, like i'm just hitting SKIP button everyday, hoping something will happen, and deep down i know something will not happen unless i decide it needs to be done, so i am asking fellow fapstraunauts who have suffered from similar defeat to guide me perhaps..
ನಾನು ಈ ಚಟಕ್ಕೆ ಬಿದ್ದದ್ದು ನಾನು 11 ವರ್ಷವನಿದ್ದಾಗಲೇ ನನಗೆ ಈಗ 19 ವರ್ಷ ನನ್ನಲ್ಲಿರುವ ಶಕ್ತಿ ಕಡಿಮೆ ಆಗಿದೆ ಎಲ್ಲರ ಮದ್ಯ ನನಗೆ ತುಂಬ ನಾಚಿಕೆ ಬರುತ್ತೆ ನನ್ನ ತ್ವಚೆ ಕೂದಾ ಹಾಳಾಗಿದೆ ಹೊರಗಡೆ ಯಾರಜೊತೇನೂ ಗೆಳತನ ಇಲ್ಲಾ ಏನ್ ಮಾಡಬೆಕು ಅಂತಾನೆ ಗೊತ್ತಾಗ್ತಿಲ್ಲಾ ನಾನ್ ನೋಡೇಕೆ ಸ್ಮಾರ್ಟ್ ಇದ್ರು ಈ ಕೆಟ್ಟ ಚೆಟದಿನ್ದ ಹಾಳಾಗಿದ್ದೇನೆ translate in english
