After 52 days of no PMO. I feel like a pervert

You're not the only one dude. Porn has left us objectifying women, so it's natural we'll be doing this in the absence of porn. Now we have to retrain out outlooks and views towards women. Sure a look here and there is natural, but ogling is problematic.

 

Happens to me too when I have went for really long time. It's not as black and white though as to say whether this is good or bad. On one hand doing this is completely natural and normal. We are supposed to be attracted to female bodies. We are sexual species after all. And especially if one has gone 50 days without fully satisfying sexual release; your body is looking for booty even more desperately than usual the longer you go, cos it always wants to reproduce. That's in our genes. So don't get embarrassed. I would say just own your sexuality. If you get cough look away. But look her in the eyes for couple seconds and then give her a smirk, before looking away. Cos you did nothing wrong.

Now on other hand, porn does train us to objectify women probably more than naturally we would otherwise would. I do believe that is healthy amount of objectification needed. Don't believe that feminism propaganda that aims to brainwash us that all objectification is bad. Bullshit! But at the same time there should be healthy amount. And at so early stages of reboot I don't think that it is healthy level. You should not be eyeing everything that has boobs without exceptions. And it should be natural appreciation and desire, rather than compulsive one. Also note what is happening in your head at that moment. If you're fantasizing doing things to her in a porn like fashion then it probably comes from addiction.

Yes, I do think that if you could force yourself to stop this for the time being of your reboot you would reboot faster. It still stimulates very much the same brain pathways as porn. An at this stage I do think it's just your porn condition kicking back in for the most part.