aggression and not agression. hi warriors, the monk is not dead. he is still fighting. i made a nofap-forum-rest. i made three 100+ streaks so far. now i am in another mode. 14 days hardmode - one day controlled relapse - 14 days hardmode - one day controlled relapse - etc. i know this mode is not the right/best solution. but when i go over 40/50 days hardmode the cramps in my head are making me insane. i am not able to control the aggression. i need the sexual release extremely. starting this whole nofap-thing freed me from alcohol and visiting prostitutes - this is a great success for me! this whole journey changed my personality. i am in therapy now for learning how to control the aggression and the withdrawal symptoms (cramps in the head in my case). aggression caused from porn, drugs and alcohol. i played with my emotions extremely by using all this emotion-booster for many many years. and again: thank you alexander for creating a site like this. in future i will visit this site occasionally. good luck. keep fighting.