Almost 5 months no real signs of change..no libido and emotionally flat

Sex with my girl always seemed like she got more out of it. Even raw I hardly felt anything and never finished but once and that was finishing myself. Went on a 30 days strak and one morning, dude it was SOOO different. I felt it so much more and was shocked when I finished.

 

Cheer up! I'm on day 92, I was wondering if my libido would come back around day 50, but I'm going through the asexual flatline again. I also have a lot of empathy because it's a similar condition to yours.

 

My question is, have you ever experienced sexual desire during abstinence. In my case, I have recently tended to have sexual dreams or erection at unspecified times

 

Same here bro

 

Day 569 for me

000-180. Endure and purge
181-360. Reflect, recognize, reward self
361-540. Expanding interests
541-720. Developing positivity

Much of the dependency and attachment to womenfolk have left me. I've become more independent and self assured.
When I was young, sex was curious and innocent. Today, I see it more as a tool by performers and syndicates to control and brain wash men into submission and weakness. So I actively reject it.

Mental alertness, awareness and psychological abilities have improved significantly. Further rejection happens because I see more clearly now what is truly good or bad for me.