Every time I try to do an honest reboot, I am surprised at how much real human emotion I begin feeling. It's like I forgot I was a person or something. Even something negative like regret and melancholy. I can't really feel bad about it. It feels good to feel anything, really. Maybe this is part of the reason so many people feel disconnected from reality and themselves these days. On top of everything else that would do that, one of the basic essences of being human, sexual energy, constantly diverted into a machine.
U're totally right, man! I noticed this just some days ago. You're definitely feeling conntected with humans more and more. For example, I never had a great realtionship with my family, but during these 50 days I'm more present, talk much and laugh often with them. Also with girls, I'm "humanyzing" them again by feeling something (good) I never felt towards real women. Definitely one of the greatest benefits of our streaks!
