Been here before, just never signed up

Hi, I started doing NoFap about 2 years ago. When I started and completed my first reboot I had never felt better in my life. I have continuously slid deeper and deeper back into a life I do not want to live (In terms of Porn Usage and indulgence). I feel bad about myself and my motivation is Zero especially when I’m at a point in my life where energy and focus are what I need to skyrocket my career and life overall. This is me for the first time every putting out into the world and actually saying...: I am a porn addict. Nobody would ever know that, but I am. I touch myself at least 3x a day and it sucks the energy out of me. I have a beautiful girlfriend who I have not had ED problems with YET. My goal is to complete a 30 day streak, but no Hard mode. I enjoy having sex with my GF and I don’t feel that our relationship or sex life is an issue. The issue is my control over my urges. Having sex with my GF should be a treat and experience, not something I NEED to do to get off for the day. Here is to me saying it again. I am a porn addict, and my goal is no PMO for 30 days. Then I will reavaluate. Cheers!