Can't stop

That's what you call addiction.

 

You beat the addiction, or the addiction beats you. There is no middle ground. Sometimes we take the high road and assure ourselves we can stop and dont even look out for our triggers and then we relapse. Preventing relapse takes the right approach of making it your absolute number 1 priority that you will stop the behavior that causes you the most pain. In other words - make it the most important goal to stop and dont allow your mind to take over your wants. You want to stop but say it cant be done, then you wont ever get over the hump. You want to stop and work hard to take steps to prevent relapse and life will be completely better for you. It's simple really. Always, always work to beat this and stay sober and you will overcome it. You programmed your mind to let porn become a priority, now you must work to undo all the programming to take away the thrill. Dont back yourself into a corner with this and take it lightly. This addiction will stop you dead in your tracks and drag you down deep if you cannot gain control!

 

When you lose all your ability to achieve an erection anymore, and can no longer ejaculate anymore, and you have diabetic neurotic nephropathy, and have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, and have led such a sedentary lifestyle sitting for 16 hours in a PC chair, and have leg, hip, knee, and sciatica, and have lost all sense of taste in your taste buds, and all foods have no taste what so ever, having the same texture as bland under cooked white rice, making you gag and throw up when you try to force your food down your throat, and you can no longer eat any regular foods without gagging, and you can no longer sit in a chair due to excruciatingly painful fissures and hemorrhoids, then you will find that sex and porn will completely go away, and masturbation and porn will be pointless, as you can no longer can feel any feeling sensation in your penis anymore, what so ever, and even a person giving you fellatio would give you absolutely no feeling or pleasure what so ever, as your penis is totally numb and dead, and only is a 1/2 inch fire hose for urination purpose's only, and to top that off you get Prostate and Colon cancer ... Masturbation and porn will become pointless ... as your nutritional consumption is limited to Boost® and Ensure® nutritional drinks twice per day ... and you are clinically dying from old age disease's, at age 60 years old ... and you do not have AIDS, nor any other sexually communicable disease's ... Sex and Porn will be completely pointless !

Cancer is not even funny !

Sometimes I think "The Creator" is getting me back for all the bad things I have done in life, punishing me in my "Golden Years" of life, striking me with multiple physical disabilities, and disease's.