Hi All, Thank you so much for supporting me in my journey. Today, after 93 days of semen retention, I had to release to get relief from extreme blue balls. The issue was so severe, I wasn't able to sleep or walk since yesterday. So I decided to fap and release. I did not watch porn and I was able to get it up thinking about my past sexual encounters. I have reset my counter to 0, but to start again more strong. Strangely, I did not enjoy the fap and I have no inclination to fap again. I noticed that I have retained my superpowers and I feel light and confident. This streak was my first and I had 0 relapses. I know I have it in me to continue on my semen retention journey. I want to thank you all for supporting and advising me.
Thank you for sharing and being honest. The couple of times I've MO it was on the extreme low level of pleasure. I'm hoping it's because the dopamine didn't get rushed like before. Not physical touching and being intimate is way more pleasurable than before. To me, very much worth the trade off. The biggest hurdle is not being able to self sooth with MO and having to work at it with another person. But again, so much better.
