Celebrate DAILY your LITTLE successes,,,,,,

Today I
Drank a glass of milk
Applied oil to my hair
Didn't watch porn
Mastrurbated to the count of 1000 without orgasm so as to strengthen my penis
Shaved my unwanted hair
Stopped from thinking about my enemies
Focused on my self improvement and self love(cause success is the best revenge)

Goal:
read and remember atleast one page of my syllabus.

Remember::::
girls come automatically when you succeed in your life otherwise those bitches don't even look at you.all they need is a fucking money and secured life,if they got that they don't care how asshole you might be.

Keywords:::
daily
Little

 

Well it's day 2
Today I drank a glass of milk
Applied oil to my hair
Didn't masturbate
Reduced the time I spent on my porn watching
Eat fruit
Filled my application form for llm entrance test
Tried to be positive
Woke up half an hour early
Helped my mom

Goal for tomorrow::
Walk for 30 minutes
reduce time on binge watching Netflix
Reduce screen time
Read book for llm
Earn money
Be independent

Cravings chimed in occasionally.

Remember::
girls come automatically when you succeed in your life otherwise those women don't even look at you.all they need is a fucking money and secured life,if they got that they don't care how asshole you might be.

Keywords;;
Daily
Little

 

Yesterday was day 3 I missed to write about it
So let me recollect and tell you
Yesterday I did
3suryanamaskaras
Drank 2 glasses of milk
Eat curd RICE WENT TO RSS MEETING

 

Today the urges are very high
I continously watched porn fantasied
No appreciable progress made
Did 3surya namaskara
Ate curd rice

That's it
I will win
I know I will 2in
Tomorrow r
Read llm book
Less screen time
Don't masturbqte

No MO since 6days

 

Yesterday is not so good day so leave it

 

Today I reduced my porn use drastically
I couldn't belive it
I felt that I need to love myself first
When I love my self ill do whatever that is best to me
So I thought that for me maaturabation is not good
I don't know but for over almost 3months later I haven't seen the porn
I cant believe myself
But I'm kinda addicted to watching Netflix
I'll handle it or minimize my use of it
Reduce screen time
I felt less demotivated
I found D this kasumikriss girl gave me
DEADS technique which helped me the most
I took it as a cha,lozenge
D...delay
E....escape
A...accept
D...distract
S...substitute
I have accepted that sexual desires are normal to aperson
It is the gods way of keeping up the population growing
It's as natural as hunger thirst pics poo
But we need to accept this beautiful phenomenon of creation
That's the only way of creation.
I'm feeling sooooo great don't know why
Forums are gelpingme soon much
Cos of them I don't feel lonely and alone in this streak
They helped me in my life as a per support
They re inspiring me when I'm demotivated
Thank-you sooomuch for this thank you I love you guys for making me a better man
There is always hope there is a
Lways life
Waiting for us to embrace its mysteries
Let's embrace it
Let's embrace life
Let's live in this tiny amount of time that go's gave us

 

It's still day 8
let's celebrate the 10th Day
Im gonna officially declare it as
"10 for DECADE"

 

2daysto go for
10 for DECADE

 

Time constraint
Peer,family pressure
Brother's ruined time
Feeling that Everyone is enjoying
Closed mind....pure technicality

 

Not rewarding initially

 

It's day 10
10 for DECADE

 

All of you might be wondering why I declared 10th day of my nofap streak as a official celebration day
Cause I have never ever in my life stopped doing pmo for continuous 10days hence I thought its a massive success for me in this path.

 

Thank you so much

 

Of course this page is all about celebrating little successes.


This could not have been achieved without the mental support that the members of this community has given to me.
You all stood as ray of hope amidst darkness like a fatherly figure.
I know how an addiction feels like.
I know how badly it affects our selfesteem.
I promise that I won't stop with This little success.
I will endeavor and commit myself to shine from all sides without slipping back on this streak.

 

Simple Resolution on 10:
1.Reduce watching mobile
2.Read

 

Why I started to watch porn..?
I felt traumatic after my brother's marriage engagement got cancelled
The girl herself rejected that marriage without our fault
They started to blame us for NOTHING.

I felt like I hit a wall
I lost all the hope that I had in the mankind and in girls
I started to watch porn and relieve myself
I confined myself to my own company
I didi t want to socialise even with my parents
I felt angry
I felt sad
I felt lost
I lost hope
I lost myself
I started to master bate for almost 3times a day
Watch porn for12hours A day.
I stopped focusing on my career
I stopped taking care of my health
Ate junk
Rotted myself.
I hit the bottom
Later
I Tried to improve myself by reading all kinds of self healing posts I found on internet
Started to focus on myself
I failed
I got up
I failed
But I moved forward
I thought I shouldn't beat myself up for someone else's wrong
I should forgive myself
I should heal
I should grow
And ultimately I should love myself.
Coz life is so short
Everyone else gonna die
We need to live it rich.and here I am
Growing one step at a time.

 

You may shoot me with your word,
You may cut me with your eyes
You may kill me with your hatefulness
But still
Like air
I rise
...Maya angelou

 

It's 98 days

 

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