Confused at all again

Your thoughts have consequences so great that they can create your reality. If you were gay, you wouldn’t feel disgust in the first place.
Thoughts are just thoughts, but don’t underestimate its power. The more you try to fight back, and the moment anxiety and stress kicks in, you’re literally knocking your body out of balance. Just observe your thoughts. The moment you start to observe without giving it your energy, you’re conscious and not in the program anymore. Being in the program mean to do what feels right and in your case convincing that you’re straight and you do that by constant checking. That way you’re also feeding and allowing the thought you don’t want to be bigger and stronger.

It is possible for a person to change. Your personality creates your personal reality. So you have to change your personality if you want to live the life that you’re imagining in your mind. Easier said than done, of course. And how do you do that ? You have to break the habit of being your current self. Wherever you place your energy ( the thought), you create more of it. So in order to change, you’ll have to put your energy in stuff that you want in your life. The best was to become to the person you want to be is to act and behave as it’s already happened. Talk to girls, stop watching porn, observe the thoughts and don’t pay attention to it, do stuff you’ve never done before. This will feel uncomfortable because you’re stepping into the unknown. Your body ( which has become the mind because once you’re addicted to something and build a habit, the body literally becomes the mind), will try its best to bring you back to the known. Gay thoughts, false attractions, boners, thoughts, everything you want to get rid of your body try to tell you that this is truly who you are because it’s the known. This is hard to explain but once you’ve crossed the river from the known to the unknown, you’re becoming a new person and a new personality which creates a new personal reality. If I tell myselfI am gay all the time then I will become a version or myself that believes that he’s gay and my body and mind will respond accordingly, this isn’t science this is s neuroscience fact. Your body cannot tell the difference between thoughts and reality. Once you have stepped into the unknown and are in the process of becoming a new person and a new personality, this literally means the hormonal and biological death of your old self. So condition yourself to stuff you want in life. Shake hands with your old self and say goodbye and leave it in the past. Everything in life is possible.

 

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So u say that ocd thoughts can think and make u falsely gay but u can't become gay in reality am I right.