Last few, I've been doing this. Always workin' out to escape reality. Currently unemployed, had two(!) interviews for the same job - for a great one actually. But I'm currently expecting another call. Last week's monday(3rd february) is when I had the 2nd interview, they say they would give me a call on friday. Still waiting by now. The bad thing about this, is that I have my life in standby. I know I should have a plan B, incase I don't get this. Thing is, I don't wanna get a fuckin' shitty job and I'm relying all my hopes and expections on this on and it could backfire in case I don't get it. If they hire someone else instead, it will hurt. The days of the week are always the same. I live in a small town, where I pretty much see the same faces everyday. I have no gf, no driving license(I'm very ashamed of this as I'm 25y), no job currently and also have porn addiction. I'm always relapsing, haven't beat my longest streak yet which is honestly pretty weak IMO (14 days) - I'm currently on my 3rd day. Could have opened a tab and just do the same as before, but I'm choosing not to. I avoid getting drunk, getting high. I always try to eat healthy, last month I was just running(went 21x in January), but this month I been lifting weights at home. But that's all I do. I barely talk to people all day. Every single day, I just prepare my clothes, watching videos, listening to podcasts to stay motivated to go. And that's it. I feel like I rely on endorphins too much to escape how depressing my life is. I know it could be worse, at least I'm choosing an healthy way to cope with all my problems. Does anyone relate somehow?