Hello guys, I decided to join the club today. After a very long time PMOing (12-27 years), watching pretty heavy stuff the last few years, I was able to quit porn 9 months ago, but I never stopped masturbation or fantasising. I think it might have been easier at the moment because of my low sex drive. However, this no P method has not worked for me since I feel like I have an even lower libido and more ED than ever before. Therefore, I have decided to move on to hard mode. I am currently on day 10, and I think I'm in flatline or was like that even when I started. My concerns are my symptoms: - leaky penis: every time I'm with my girlfriend, or even just talking on the phone, I start dripping precum which is very annoying. Will this ever heal on its own? It's at the point where I'm getting a little wet mark visible on my pants. - small and somewhat clear ejaculation: I noticed a considerable drop in my semen amount and it seems to be half whitish and half clear. Also, when I start ejaculating, I notice the contractions like a second before the semen is release which wasn't like that before. - it takes me a long time to recover from MO. I wouldn't be able to masturbate twice in a short time. - Very weak erections (penis head rarely gets erect and if it does lasts seconds) - Different positions make it impossible to maintain an erection for more than seconds. Standing: erections start failing instantly. Laying on my side: seem stronger but I feel I can't last erect as long. Laying on back: I can last until MO but with a weak erection and only with constant stimulation. Basically, the last months I've experienced some weeks where I would get slightly better erections and some where I felt a little dead down there. I feel kind of hopeless with this issue. I'm not really depressed though. So, will I heal?
i feel you, i've been in your position. Since i've started nofap i feel different, sometimes better, sometimes worse but is part of the game...i do not drip precum as i did like a month ago (sometimes still happens) and that's good
Im sure you will heal, just hang in there. I certainly feel improvement and Im sure if you continue nofap , you will feel improvement too
