Hey guys what's up Day 14 already, so far so good, not my first streak I'm used to this but this time it's different a bit. I don't know why but I feel depressed, no motivation, no hope, I'm negative, etc. I was fapping way too much and was not doing much to meet women. I've always been good with women (having sex with different girls was not an issue at all), but the game has changed and it's becoming more and more difficult to meet and seduce women, to find a girlfriend or f*ckfriends. I'm getting older and I'm not where I would like to be in terms of finances/stability. I ask myself "is nofap still worth doing if I can't get laid/meet a girl and have a healthy sexuality?" To no be able to find a mate and not allowing me to watch porn and fap get me frustrated. I feel that I'm going to relapse big time.
Healthy sexuality is relative. Personally, I wouldn't consider having "fuckfriends" as something worth pursuing for the sake of my health. I think you need to figure out what it is you want instead of listing things that may or may not fit the script. Your current predicament seems to be that you're expecting a relapse the moment that self-defeating thoughts overwhelm you. Get it together and remind yourself why you're abstaining. In the meantime, work on achieving the stability you seek in other aspects of your life. One thing at a time.
