Today is day 57 and I MOed in my dream. I'm just glad it didn't happen for real. Have you had such an experience?
Kinda. I dreamed that I was adjusting my junk while on the toilet and that said junk responded by ejecting a freaking jetstream of semen at said toilet. It felt soooooooo good, but I was sooooooooo scared about losing my progress. Then I woke up to perfectly dry underpants.
It's quite a great feeling waking up to find that I didn't actually do it. I've worked so hard to be where I am...57 days of no PMO is something!!!
Yup, I can definitely appreciate that. Very nearly lost my streak of 33 days earlier today, so I'll clutch to it even more.
Keep feeding your mind with positive reasons why you are in this platform in the first place. That will sway you from wanting to PMO. I often occupy my mind with positive thoughts and tell myself that I've endured so much to give up now.
Yes, I've had several wet dreams about myself masturbating, and I freak out that I broke my sobriety streak, but then I wake up and am grateful that it was just a dream (but not grateful about the mess to clean up haha)
Dreams can be f***ed up especially when in this recovery period. The dream just seems so real!!! But when you awaken a sense of relief hits you so good!
The old ways get cleared out in the dreams. It is freeing the old thought patterns. Me thinks it is healing. I can get strong dreams about relapse that never happened just dreams with no wet dream.
As long as dreams stay as such, I'm happy. I never ever want to relapse. I shall keep my guard up until I'm 100% sure that I'm healed......59 days without PMO is quite an achievement!!!!
