Day three! This is tougher than I thought

Lying in bed right now with my damn iphone, which makes it so easy to see some p. which I did visit a site earlier but did not masturbate, so do you guys see that as a failure? It's a work in progress, but I'm mostly focusing on not orgasming via masturbation-trying 20 days to start. I dirty texted with my gf yesterday and I felt like I was gonna explode but I stayed strong-definitely a good test for me and so far I feel like I'm passing but damn! I'm addicted to anal P and when I'm comfortable in bed it's hard not to think about those erotic images in my memory