Fought a Lot ☺
Fapstronaut
Did I relapse?
i saw an advertisement of an app called mika. It was a very simple app where you can go live and/or see a live broadcast.
I opened and installed it.
I saw another app's ad in it so I installed that app.
Little did i know that the video calling facility in that app was filled with callgirls and sluts
Started doing free video chat in that app. It gives 3 free tickets to every new member for accessing free video chat. So I was randomly matched with an Indian aunty. She showed her tongue and acted as if she wanted to lick me and started showing her pu**y! I wasn't there for that! I looked at it for maybe 2 to 3 seconds before I got reminded and convinced myself to not give up and betray myself. So
I skipped.
But I showed dick to the next girl because it had kind of aroused me
She didn't react and skipped when she recognised that it was a penis.
I dodn't think about anything vulgar or pornographic neither did I touch my penis. I only showed it to her. And nothing else lustful happened
So my 3 tickets were finished and
I came out and tried to call. It said that I had no balance
I went to omegle
I showed my penis
I dodn't think anything vulgar
I showed 2 3 times and everytime got skipped with getting a weird and disgusting reaction from the girls. I
got bored
reminded of nofap
came back
go back to app
dick out only no touching no pressure only cleaning and no showing to anyone
tried again nothing happened
came back went to sleep.
Did I relapse?
i saw an advertisement of an app called mika. It was a very simple app where you can go live and/or see a live broadcast.
I opened and installed it.
I saw another app's ad in it so I installed that app.
Little did i know that the video calling facility in that app was filled with callgirls and sluts
Started doing free video chat in that app. It gives 3 free tickets to every new member for accessing free video chat. So I was randomly matched with an Indian aunty. She showed her tongue and acted as if she wanted to lick me and started showing her pu**y! I wasn't there for that! I looked at it for maybe 2 to 3 seconds before I got reminded and convinced myself to not give up and betray myself. So
I skipped.
But I showed dick to the next girl because it had kind of aroused me
She didn't react and skipped when she recognised that it was a penis.
I dodn't think about anything vulgar or pornographic neither did I touch my penis. I only showed it to her. And nothing else lustful happened
So my 3 tickets were finished and
I came out and tried to call. It said that I had no balance
I went to omegle
I showed my penis
I dodn't think anything vulgar
I showed 2 3 times and everytime got skipped with getting a weird and disgusting reaction from the girls. I
got bored
reminded of nofap
came back
go back to app
dick out only no touching no pressure only cleaning and no showing to anyone
tried again nothing happened
came back went to sleep.
Did I relapse?