Does anyone miss the old life with PMO?

Are you typing on a dumbphone because the spacing is all wonky?

 

I don't
life seemed better but at the time I was just a zombie in the matrix, doing things as they (the system) programmed you to do, You've been brainwashed pretty much your whole life, your beliefs aren't yours, they were ingrained in you by the forces that control society, occult forces, you were just a cog in the machine, I thought the world was a sunshine rainbow made of sugar and spice and everything nice, I didn't read, I didn't know what was self-development, I used to watch TV, play video games, eat badly, my whole life was an illusion, I didn't take the red pill regarding all areas of life, I was 100% plugged in, sleepwaking through life
I don't even like to remember the past because it reminds me of how duped I'd been by the external world, society, mainstream media, government, schools, the matrix
Although it's been a tough journey with this flatline and PAWS, I've learned a lot, my mind has been enlightened and from now on, it'll only get better

 

I think one of the big challenges today is what you do when you don't have a partner. In my experience I have had better streaks when I do have a partner. The thing is it is even more tempting to return to PMO when you do not have someone. However this is a really good oppurtunity to really exercise and hone your discipline. You really do not want to go back to PMO, cause then you are all messed up when you do meet someone. Better to stay the course in my opionion. One common piece of advice I keep seeing is not making sex and being with a woman your only life goal. Having multiple goals e.g. exercise, education etc. makes you more rounded and less likely to turn to PMO.

 

I find i really agree with this, We are so influecned by society and world around us that we often forget to stop and think for ourselves. Its like PMO but in different facets of life. I find we as people hardly have meaningfull conversations any more. Just senseless talk about silly things like TV series or what is trendy, or about the lives of famous people etc. I often thirsty for some good intelectual conversation. Hearing someone with an alternate opinon that is so well thougt out and put forward that it inspires you to think and reflect. Coversations which make you really look at the norms and think maybe this is not the right way.