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Does this count as relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by bobbiebob, Sep 10, 2018.

  1. Sep 10, 2018 #1
    bobbiebob

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    So I was looking at photography pictures on instagram, and suddenly I stumbled upon a hot model but I swiped right away. But that doesn't stop there. My thing became hard rock, I felt I'm gonna precum, so I went to toilet and pee (I don't know why I did this lmao, but I think this is the way where I can tell if I precame or not). After I peed, I didn't see/feel any precum coming out, but after going back into my room, I peeked my urethra to see if I really didn't precum, and I saw a liquid, not sure if its precum or pee remainings, but as I peek my urethra, I felt some dopamine rush, and now I feel really bad, did I break my streak? Or did I actually edged?
     
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    bobbiebob, Sep 10, 2018
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  2. Sep 10, 2018 #2
    npatyk

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    Honestly man I don't think so...a relapse is a choice- if you were seeking the picture of the hot model, and then chose to MO afterwards, I'd say so. But it sounds like an accident, and you didn't end up finishing the cycle, so...good job. But...I had a 23 day streak, then went back on instagram, and it seemed to fire off the same part of my brain, and, bam. I was back on porn. So, i've decided to stay off of instagram. The amount of sexualized content there, of the female variety, is insane, and pretty much impossible to avoid entirely, even if you're careful. Even one picture can set us off... I also think it's such bullshit, people who post those basically naked pictures for the attention. Come on. develop a skill. a talent. contribute something to world instead of just preying on people's addictive instincts... but. they have their liberty, to abuse. we have ours...to not give in.
     
    npatyk, Sep 10, 2018
    npatyk, Sep 10, 2018
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  3. Sep 11, 2018 #3
    mIRAF

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    My Journal
    https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...cessive-masturbation-can-be-a-relapse.175311/
    Read this
    You did not even mo you just looked at a pic on instagram and got a bit of a rush. Not something to worry about though it is something to learn from. Any kind of website that feeds you information which you do not need is essentially leaving you brain just be. If among that information there are pictures that may trigger your sexual instincts then you should try to avoid it.
     
    mIRAF, Sep 11, 2018
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