Don't know what to do with my pantyhose fetish

Hello to everyone. Today I want to discuss my problem with pantyhose. So a little bit information about my nofap journey. I began nofap in April 2020 because probably have PIED and right now I have a streak of 100+ days without porn and masturabation. During this period my attitude to pantyhose fetish fluctuated very much from total abstension from any interaction with pantyhose to loving and enjoying this fetish. Now I have 11 days of hard mode and I have time deeply think about my fetish. Today I was reading some threads of people who have fetishes and started to think whether or not my fetish is porn induced?

It was hard to remember the origin of my fetish but I remember something from my childhood. I remember that at the age of 7-10 I was attracted to tight-fitting clothes (i.e. diving suit). Also, I remember that at the age of 11 or 12, I stuck on looking on the pantyhose legs of my classmates (in my country, it is mandatory for girls to wear pantyhose) and I was thinking like "Wow. This is so tight-fitting. I think pantyhose feels very nice on the legs".

After that at the age of 14, I have discovered masturbation and I've done it many times without any porn content. Then I have dicovered that you look at some arousing pictures, while masturbating, and obviously this pictures was the photos of women in pantyhose. After 1 year, I started to pantyhose fetish porn (then pantyhose encasement porn) and this continued until I started nofap.

Also, some things to note about my fetish, When I see a woman in pantyhose in real life, my eyes are just stuck on her legs. Also, at the age of 15 I tried to wear my mom's pantyhose and it feeled so good, however, it was rare times I had such opportunity.

Now let's bring my girlfriend to this story. We are in relationship for 15 months and she knows about my fetish. It started when oned day she weared pantyhose and I have touched her leg (it was my first time touching leg in pantyhose) and I have said to her:"Wow, this nylon feelse very nice". She was a bit suprised by this but also she agreed with my words. Through the time I discoverd a new horizons of my fetish with her and its turned out, that she has a positive attitude towards my fetish and even finds it very interesting.

When I started nofap, I decided to get rid of my fetish, this was tough but I stayed strong for 2-3 months without pantyhose interactions, however, I still felt addicted to pantyhose. And I thought that maybe it is natural to me and I should accept myself as having a pantyhose fetish. So we continued to have pantyhose sexual interactions. One day, I was talking with my girlfriend and we have discovered that pantyhose for men exist and she joked that at some day she will buy it to me. After the month she decided to buy a pantyhose for me, but they were female ones. When I tried them on, she was very excited by the fact how pantyhose look on me and also, she really enjoyed having sex in pantyhose. After this, we had a lot of sex in pantyhose and it was very enjoyable for both of us. This continued until the start of November and I am totally abstaining from the sex. Now I think, so what should I do with my fetish? On the one hand, it is not normal sexual behaviour and makes sex with my girlfriend more unnatural. On the other hand, we both enjoy it very much and pantyhose fetish isn't so harmful as other fetishes.

I will be very happy to read your opinion on my situation.

 

Thank you for your reply, my girlfriend also thinks that I am overthinking about it.