i dont have anyone to live for. no friends. toxic family. work sucks. full of career mistakes. i really am full of rage for my family. i am angry at night. angry at morning. i am fed up of myself. i cant see my therapist anymore as i'm in a new city now. i thought therapy had healed me, but it's all miserable. i'm working at a place n my seniors are younger than me. its embarrasing. i dont have much care for my family. they have their own issues. n are toxic. its not their fault. their parents were toxic n its a cycle. friends... no. i dont have energy to talk with anyone. hanging out is a chore. all i want to do is lie in my room during free time.