ED on my first time :///

I feel your pain it happened to me first time too but luckily I was not that disappointed because I already knew my ED was going to be a problem. I was wired to porn and fapping off I had never done anything with a real girl before. The last time I had sex was in April it was a one-night stand. This time my ED was so bad that I could not even get hard enough for penetration and the girl felt really awful she probably thought that I was not attracted to her.

She ghosted me afterwards stopped responding to messages which did not bother me too much I have a thick skin and have been in this dating game for ages I know what its like. I was not doing nofap back then I had forgotten all about it actually but that was the reason why I decided to come back here I finally acknowledged that I have a problem and it is ruining my chances of having a relationship.

I’m aiming for 90 days minimum before I try to date again and so far it seems to be working. Libido is back and I’m getting control of my erections again.

 

When I was 17 I had my first gf and had a similar experience to yours. At first I didn't get ut up at all, then barely and later I could have sex with her but never came in/with her. At that point I had no idea why, but you now do! Use it! Overcoming p-addiction is difficult for all of us but you have an advantage, a girl that you like! Being in love puts your brain into a more plastic mode. So use it and drop that porn habit now! For yourself and for your girl!

It's going to be hard though.
Read through the forum and through yourbrainonporn.com - especially on how to keep yourself busy (and not fapping).

And most important: relax when you're with her. Enjoy the moments you share, the touches, the kisses, and don't pressure yourself. Who knows maybe that's where part of the problem lies...

In any case,
Good luck!